1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.BZ 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.BZ 3 00:00:10,680 --> 00:00:12,430 Okay, sweetie, lie back. 4 00:00:15,940 --> 00:00:18,099 Okay, scoot closer to the edge. 5 00:00:18,100 --> 00:00:19,179 Okay. 6 00:00:19,180 --> 00:00:21,049 Now open your legs like a frog. 7 00:00:21,050 --> 00:00:22,113 Okay, great. 8 00:00:24,020 --> 00:00:25,419 Now, I'm putting some lube on. 9 00:00:25,420 --> 00:00:27,720 It's a little bit cold, it's for the speculum. 10 00:00:29,833 --> 00:00:30,959 Just try to relax, okay? 11 00:00:30,960 --> 00:00:32,473 A little pinch. 12 00:00:34,300 --> 00:00:35,153 Deep breaths. 13 00:00:36,500 --> 00:00:38,469 Okay, now I'm gonna take a sample. 14 00:00:38,470 --> 00:00:40,489 You might feel a little bit of scraping. 15 00:00:40,490 --> 00:00:41,829 Some scraping? 16 00:00:41,830 --> 00:00:43,779 Yeah, I'm just taking a sample. 17 00:00:43,780 --> 00:00:44,871 Okay? - Okay. 18 00:00:45,890 --> 00:00:48,199 Try to relax, deep breaths. 19 00:00:48,200 --> 00:00:49,403 You're doing great. 20 00:00:50,550 --> 00:00:52,473 Okay, speculum's coming out. 21 00:00:54,530 --> 00:00:56,119 Okay, now I'm going to insert two fingers 22 00:00:56,120 --> 00:00:57,693 to feel your ovaries, okay? 23 00:01:04,493 --> 00:01:05,325 Is that okay? 24 00:01:05,326 --> 00:01:06,499 - Yeah. 25 00:01:06,500 --> 00:01:08,269 Everything's fine. - Okay. 26 00:01:08,270 --> 00:01:11,063 Okay, great, we are done, everything looks good. 27 00:01:11,960 --> 00:01:13,009 You can get dressed now. 28 00:01:13,010 --> 00:01:13,843 - Okay. 29 00:01:19,560 --> 00:01:22,161 - Some associate it with having no control over their body. 30 00:01:27,970 --> 00:01:30,783 So, tomorrow's the big day. 31 00:01:32,810 --> 00:01:34,360 I'm assuming you're all packed? 32 00:01:35,635 --> 00:01:36,979 - What? 33 00:01:36,980 --> 00:01:37,813 Yeah. 34 00:01:39,731 --> 00:01:40,564 I am. 35 00:01:43,090 --> 00:01:45,009 - Erica, remember what I said. 36 00:01:45,010 --> 00:01:47,179 It's not uncommon for students to have anxiety, 37 00:01:47,180 --> 00:01:48,630 especially transfer students. 38 00:01:52,522 --> 00:01:54,105 You have the tools. 39 00:01:58,000 --> 00:01:58,833 - I know. 40 00:02:01,273 --> 00:02:05,446 - So I don't understand what's holding you back. 41 00:02:33,710 --> 00:02:35,069 - Well, this looks like everything. 42 00:02:35,070 --> 00:02:36,489 - Are you sure about this? 43 00:02:36,490 --> 00:02:37,879 - Cathy, we've already talked about this. 44 00:02:37,880 --> 00:02:40,299 - I just wanna make sure because it's going 45 00:02:40,300 --> 00:02:42,519 to be difficult if you need something, 46 00:02:42,520 --> 00:02:43,886 if you need us. 47 00:02:43,887 --> 00:02:45,383 - Mom, I got this. 48 00:02:46,920 --> 00:02:48,979 - Well, I've got some work to do. 49 00:02:48,980 --> 00:02:50,159 Have a safe flight. 50 00:02:50,160 --> 00:02:53,309 Cathy, come on, you said you were coming with us. 51 00:02:53,310 --> 00:02:54,153 - No. 52 00:02:55,522 --> 00:02:57,003 - Figures. - Oh well. 53 00:02:58,640 --> 00:03:02,093 Perfect timing for this, little going away gift. 54 00:03:03,481 --> 00:03:04,314 - What? 55 00:03:06,562 --> 00:03:07,394 Dad. - I know you were saving 56 00:03:07,395 --> 00:03:08,869 for your own, but you've worked hard 57 00:03:08,870 --> 00:03:10,970 the last couple years, and you deserve it. 58 00:03:12,547 --> 00:03:13,380 - Dad. 59 00:03:14,982 --> 00:03:16,402 It's vintage and everything. 60 00:03:16,403 --> 00:03:18,739 - Save your money for film or whatever you need, 61 00:03:18,740 --> 00:03:21,813 and, just whatever you do, don't pay me back. 62 00:03:22,897 --> 00:03:24,619 - I really love this. - Good. 63 00:03:24,620 --> 00:03:27,948 - Like major Dad points. - Good. 64 00:03:27,949 --> 00:03:29,129 - I really love it. - All right. 65 00:03:29,130 --> 00:03:29,963 That's my girl. 66 00:03:31,750 --> 00:03:32,582 Shall we go? 67 00:03:32,583 --> 00:03:34,401 - Yeah, I'm ready now. - Okay. 68 00:03:34,402 --> 00:03:36,003 Okay. 69 00:03:36,004 --> 00:03:38,254 - Thanks, Dad, for my gift. 70 00:04:11,376 --> 00:04:13,190 - All right, guys, come on in. 71 00:04:28,060 --> 00:04:29,133 Come on in. 72 00:04:30,250 --> 00:04:34,453 All right, guys, there is little bit of confusion. 73 00:04:37,480 --> 00:04:39,903 We'll get started in just a minute here. 74 00:04:41,254 --> 00:04:42,909 We were supposed to be in a different classroom, 75 00:04:42,910 --> 00:04:45,039 but they have moved us here, of course, 76 00:04:45,040 --> 00:04:46,609 but that's okay. 77 00:04:46,610 --> 00:04:48,073 We are going to make it work. 78 00:04:51,217 --> 00:04:53,799 All right, I think that we are just waiting 79 00:04:53,800 --> 00:04:55,803 on a couple more people. 80 00:04:57,270 --> 00:04:59,663 But we'll get started anyways. 81 00:05:00,540 --> 00:05:04,469 Hi, I'm Mrs. Newman, and for most-- 82 00:05:04,470 --> 00:05:06,189 - Hello, Mrs. Newman! 83 00:05:06,190 --> 00:05:07,609 You miss me, girl? 84 00:05:07,610 --> 00:05:10,522 Bianca, always on time. 85 00:05:10,523 --> 00:05:11,529 - Come on, pound it. 86 00:05:11,530 --> 00:05:12,849 - Get to your seat, Bianca. 87 00:05:12,850 --> 00:05:13,682 - Okay. 88 00:05:13,683 --> 00:05:15,789 I'm coming for the A this semester, Mrs. Newman. 89 00:05:15,790 --> 00:05:17,819 All right, I'm waiting for it. 90 00:05:17,820 --> 00:05:19,979 - Yeah! - Bianca, everybody. 91 00:05:19,980 --> 00:05:22,149 - Nice camera, girl, I like vintage. 92 00:05:22,150 --> 00:05:23,263 Hey, okay, sorry. 93 00:05:24,480 --> 00:05:27,569 - As I was saying, I'm Mrs. Newman, welcome 94 00:05:27,570 --> 00:05:30,859 to the Introduction of Pictures and Words, 95 00:05:30,860 --> 00:05:34,989 CSUF's first ever photography and writing showcase. 96 00:05:34,990 --> 00:05:37,549 In other words, photographers will be taking pictures 97 00:05:37,550 --> 00:05:39,619 and writers will be writing about it. 98 00:05:39,620 --> 00:05:44,613 This semester will solely focus on collaboration. 99 00:05:55,250 --> 00:05:56,083 - New girl. 100 00:05:57,680 --> 00:05:58,733 Fresh meat. 101 00:05:59,930 --> 00:06:01,466 I like it. 102 00:06:01,467 --> 00:06:03,369 - Are you joking? 103 00:06:03,370 --> 00:06:04,320 - What's your name? 104 00:06:05,704 --> 00:06:07,111 - I don't want friends. 105 00:06:07,112 --> 00:06:07,944 - Oh come on, come on, come on. 106 00:06:07,945 --> 00:06:11,527 I'm just joking, all right? - Hey, Josh. 107 00:06:19,669 --> 00:06:21,069 I was only playing. 108 00:06:22,170 --> 00:06:23,529 Mami, where you going? 109 00:06:23,530 --> 00:06:24,880 Mami, really? 110 00:06:39,250 --> 00:06:41,569 We're sorry, you have reached a number 111 00:06:41,570 --> 00:06:44,790 that has been disconnected or is no longer in service. 112 00:06:47,507 --> 00:06:48,340 - Okay. 113 00:07:07,705 --> 00:07:08,949 - Just watch the register for me, 114 00:07:08,950 --> 00:07:10,325 would you? - Sure. 115 00:07:14,298 --> 00:07:15,998 And you must be Erica. 116 00:07:20,241 --> 00:07:21,153 - Yeah. 117 00:07:22,000 --> 00:07:24,309 Sorry, I didn't catch your name. 118 00:07:24,310 --> 00:07:25,193 - I'm Alex. 119 00:07:27,890 --> 00:07:28,722 - Hi. 120 00:07:28,723 --> 00:07:31,240 - You're probably expecting someone a little older, huh? 121 00:07:32,250 --> 00:07:33,083 Probably bald? 122 00:07:33,970 --> 00:07:35,043 A little fatter, too? 123 00:07:38,170 --> 00:07:39,059 You're right on time. 124 00:07:39,060 --> 00:07:40,929 Janet's upstairs, follow me. 125 00:07:40,930 --> 00:07:43,209 - It says here that you're a photography major. 126 00:07:43,210 --> 00:07:44,419 What kind of photography? 127 00:07:44,420 --> 00:07:46,889 - Landscapes mostly. 128 00:07:46,890 --> 00:07:48,469 - Trees? 129 00:07:48,470 --> 00:07:50,069 Stupid. 130 00:07:50,070 --> 00:07:53,919 - But I have a passion for Polaroid photography. 131 00:07:53,920 --> 00:07:56,723 - Oh, okay, retro, that's cool. 132 00:07:58,160 --> 00:08:02,813 Okay, so do you party, do you drink, you know, 133 00:08:03,970 --> 00:08:05,139 smoke out? 134 00:08:05,140 --> 00:08:05,972 - No. 135 00:08:05,973 --> 00:08:06,879 - You're a virgin, huh? 136 00:08:06,880 --> 00:08:08,410 - Excuse me? - You are a virgin! 137 00:08:08,411 --> 00:08:09,964 You're a virgin. 138 00:08:09,965 --> 00:08:12,715 All right, okay, you got the job. 139 00:08:13,900 --> 00:08:14,743 - Wait, what? 140 00:08:16,663 --> 00:08:17,495 - You got the job, kid. 141 00:08:17,496 --> 00:08:18,959 - Are you serious? - Yes, I'm serious. 142 00:08:18,960 --> 00:08:21,089 I make dreams happen, got it, got it. 143 00:08:21,090 --> 00:08:21,999 Alex! 144 00:08:22,000 --> 00:08:23,019 - Janet. 145 00:08:23,020 --> 00:08:25,079 - Can you please give Erica the appropriate paperwork 146 00:08:25,080 --> 00:08:25,912 to fill out? 147 00:08:25,913 --> 00:08:27,329 - Oh, you know what? 148 00:08:27,330 --> 00:08:28,905 We don't have any ink for the printer. 149 00:08:28,906 --> 00:08:29,738 What do you mean we don't have any fucking ink? 150 00:08:29,739 --> 00:08:30,571 - I'm still waiting for it, Janet. 151 00:08:30,572 --> 00:08:31,404 What do you want me to do? 152 00:08:31,405 --> 00:08:34,443 - Oh my God, oh my God, bro, you're killing my vibe. 153 00:08:35,950 --> 00:08:37,450 You're stressing me out, dude. 154 00:08:40,150 --> 00:08:41,249 Fuck it. 155 00:08:41,250 --> 00:08:42,082 He'll be back. 156 00:08:42,083 --> 00:08:45,583 - Oh, do you want me to email you my availability or? 157 00:08:46,960 --> 00:08:47,999 Okay. 158 00:08:48,000 --> 00:08:49,503 I'll see you here. 159 00:08:52,430 --> 00:08:53,480 - So you got the job. 160 00:08:54,480 --> 00:08:55,730 Yeah. 161 00:08:56,760 --> 00:08:59,823 - I'll get you the appropriate paperwork immediately. 162 00:09:01,250 --> 00:09:03,059 I'm so happy for you. - Thank you. 163 00:09:03,060 --> 00:09:05,649 I'm super stoked, too. 164 00:09:05,650 --> 00:09:07,619 What am I supposed to do here exactly? 165 00:09:07,620 --> 00:09:09,157 - She's total hippie, right? 166 00:09:09,158 --> 00:09:09,990 - Yeah. 167 00:09:09,991 --> 00:09:10,939 - Kinda crazy. 168 00:09:10,940 --> 00:09:12,989 She had a good time in the '60s. 169 00:09:12,990 --> 00:09:14,640 Erica and Bianca. 170 00:09:18,260 --> 00:09:20,199 - Vintage girl! 171 00:09:20,200 --> 00:09:22,000 I had a feeling it was gonna be you. 172 00:09:22,870 --> 00:09:23,773 I'm Bianca. 173 00:09:24,760 --> 00:09:25,879 - Erica. 174 00:09:25,880 --> 00:09:27,459 - Come on, shake this hand, girl. 175 00:09:27,460 --> 00:09:28,293 What's up? 176 00:09:29,650 --> 00:09:30,516 - Great. - So, uh, what 177 00:09:30,517 --> 00:09:31,817 are you doing after class? 178 00:09:33,160 --> 00:09:33,993 - Nothing. 179 00:09:34,890 --> 00:09:36,319 - I was thinking maybe we could get together 180 00:09:36,320 --> 00:09:38,283 and write down some ideas and, 181 00:09:39,760 --> 00:09:40,889 you have to find the straw. 182 00:09:40,890 --> 00:09:42,393 See, I'm trying to be cool for you. 183 00:09:43,695 --> 00:09:44,649 I kinda need a refill. 184 00:09:44,650 --> 00:09:46,279 You down? 185 00:09:46,280 --> 00:09:47,113 - Let's do it. 186 00:09:48,220 --> 00:09:50,279 So did Newman give you any pointers 187 00:09:50,280 --> 00:09:51,680 from the handouts yesterday? 188 00:09:52,540 --> 00:09:54,429 - Yeah, I had a few ideas, 189 00:09:54,430 --> 00:09:58,009 but I'm totally open to whatever. 190 00:09:58,010 --> 00:09:59,202 - Oh, did I tell you that I'm in 191 00:09:59,203 --> 00:10:01,039 this really fucking cool mythology class 192 00:10:01,040 --> 00:10:02,739 with, like, dragons and magic and shit? 193 00:10:02,740 --> 00:10:03,609 It's pretty rad. 194 00:10:03,610 --> 00:10:05,341 You got any cool classes? 195 00:10:05,342 --> 00:10:06,175 - No. 196 00:10:09,923 --> 00:10:14,019 Right now, I'm just taking a bunch of GEs. 197 00:10:14,020 --> 00:10:15,069 - Oh, that sucks. 198 00:10:15,070 --> 00:10:16,819 Fucking GEs, they're like fucking herpes, 199 00:10:16,820 --> 00:10:18,407 you can't rid of them. 200 00:10:18,408 --> 00:10:20,403 Look at you, you got a nice smile. 201 00:10:23,390 --> 00:10:25,379 Listen, I'm not trying to hit on you. 202 00:10:25,380 --> 00:10:27,669 You're cute and all, but you're just not my type. 203 00:10:27,670 --> 00:10:28,502 - Oh my God. 204 00:10:28,503 --> 00:10:29,335 It's all good. 205 00:10:29,336 --> 00:10:32,899 I didn't, I'm sorry, I didn't know, I. 206 00:10:32,900 --> 00:10:35,249 I didn't think you were hitting on me. 207 00:10:35,250 --> 00:10:36,554 - Relax, girl, I'm just messing with you. 208 00:10:37,450 --> 00:10:38,939 Oh shit. 209 00:10:38,940 --> 00:10:40,209 - Is everything okay? 210 00:10:40,210 --> 00:10:42,489 - Yeah, I forgot I have this appointment across town, 211 00:10:42,490 --> 00:10:44,059 and I can't make it in half hour. 212 00:10:44,060 --> 00:10:45,577 Shit. 213 00:10:45,578 --> 00:10:47,859 - Maybe reschedule? 214 00:10:47,860 --> 00:10:49,223 - No, I made it months ago. 215 00:10:50,260 --> 00:10:51,819 Do you mind if we meet tomorrow and, 216 00:10:51,820 --> 00:10:53,299 just before class, and go over things? 217 00:10:53,300 --> 00:10:54,619 - Yeah, no, that's fine. 218 00:10:54,620 --> 00:10:56,019 - You sure? - Yeahs, totally. 219 00:10:56,020 --> 00:10:57,216 - Okay. - Do what you need to do. 220 00:10:57,217 --> 00:10:58,390 - All right, cool, I'll see you tomorrow. 221 00:10:58,391 --> 00:10:59,224 - Okay. 222 00:11:01,332 --> 00:11:02,165 Bye. 223 00:11:08,890 --> 00:11:10,579 No, I know, I just. 224 00:11:10,580 --> 00:11:12,229 You don't have to share it. 225 00:11:12,230 --> 00:11:13,062 - I don't know. 226 00:11:13,063 --> 00:11:15,889 I guess it's just so personal. 227 00:11:15,890 --> 00:11:18,019 I know you feel this need to for the showcase. 228 00:11:18,020 --> 00:11:18,853 Why? 229 00:11:20,383 --> 00:11:21,739 - It deserves to see daylight. 230 00:11:21,740 --> 00:11:22,899 You know, Erica, you're always 231 00:11:22,900 --> 00:11:23,899 more than welcome to call me, 232 00:11:23,900 --> 00:11:26,449 but if you want something on a regular basis. 233 00:11:26,450 --> 00:11:27,282 - No. - It might be a little 234 00:11:27,283 --> 00:11:29,209 difficult with our timezones. 235 00:11:29,210 --> 00:11:30,899 - That's cool, I figured anyways. 236 00:11:30,900 --> 00:11:31,909 There's someone I know of 237 00:11:31,910 --> 00:11:32,859 a little closer your way. 238 00:11:32,860 --> 00:11:34,299 Do you have a pen and paper? 239 00:11:34,300 --> 00:11:37,979 - Yeah, I have a pen right here, actually. 240 00:11:37,980 --> 00:11:39,259 Dr. Zimmer. 241 00:11:39,260 --> 00:11:41,289 He's an old colleague of mine. 242 00:11:41,290 --> 00:11:42,840 - I'll give him a call, thanks. 243 00:11:44,611 --> 00:11:45,444 Okay, bye. 244 00:11:50,010 --> 00:11:52,009 Come on, Diego, let me sing. 245 00:11:52,010 --> 00:11:53,489 Come on! 246 00:11:53,490 --> 00:11:55,187 Ricky, tell him to let me sing! 247 00:11:55,188 --> 00:11:56,444 - Yo, let her sing. - No. 248 00:11:56,445 --> 00:11:57,641 - Why are you such a-- - No, no. 249 00:11:57,642 --> 00:11:58,474 - What? 250 00:11:58,475 --> 00:11:59,307 Give him a break. 251 00:11:59,308 --> 00:12:00,140 Diego, I'm sorry. - Oh, God! 252 00:12:00,141 --> 00:12:01,106 - Will you stop it? 253 00:12:01,107 --> 00:12:02,429 - Have you met my friend Erica? 254 00:12:02,430 --> 00:12:04,079 Erica, Alex, Alex, Erica. 255 00:12:04,080 --> 00:12:05,239 Diego! 256 00:12:05,240 --> 00:12:06,072 - Hey. 257 00:12:06,073 --> 00:12:07,470 Erica. 258 00:12:07,471 --> 00:12:09,365 - Yes, nice to meet you again. 259 00:12:09,366 --> 00:12:10,609 - Again. 260 00:12:10,610 --> 00:12:13,699 - Uh, so how long have you guys known each other? 261 00:12:13,700 --> 00:12:14,850 - Oh, we live together. 262 00:12:16,020 --> 00:12:17,519 - Oh, cool. 263 00:12:17,520 --> 00:12:20,899 So you've been dating for a while, I guess. 264 00:12:20,900 --> 00:12:21,939 - What? 265 00:12:21,940 --> 00:12:24,445 God, that's disgusting, no, I mean, no offense. 266 00:12:24,446 --> 00:12:25,421 - Whoa. - No offense, 267 00:12:25,422 --> 00:12:26,829 no offense. - None taken, none taken, 268 00:12:26,830 --> 00:12:27,662 none taken. 269 00:12:27,663 --> 00:12:28,495 People always assume that because 270 00:12:28,496 --> 00:12:30,869 we've been tied to the hips since we were in kindergarten. 271 00:12:30,870 --> 00:12:32,639 - Afterschool daycare fun club. 272 00:12:32,640 --> 00:12:35,943 - Yeah, the girls couldn't control their emotions, right? 273 00:12:36,820 --> 00:12:37,653 - Sure. 274 00:12:40,050 --> 00:12:43,119 Uh, so why Polaroids for your project? 275 00:12:43,120 --> 00:12:45,374 - Oh, cause they're natural and they can't be 276 00:12:45,375 --> 00:12:47,641 photoshopped like those titties on those women. 277 00:12:47,642 --> 00:12:48,642 I'm just saying. 278 00:12:48,643 --> 00:12:51,353 - No, you can't Photoshop Polaroids. 279 00:12:52,200 --> 00:12:54,709 - Which is a good thing? - Yeah, it's a good thing. 280 00:12:54,710 --> 00:12:55,639 Yeah. 281 00:12:55,640 --> 00:12:56,473 - Got it. 282 00:13:00,420 --> 00:13:02,349 - I should probably get going. 283 00:13:02,350 --> 00:13:04,749 - You just got here, bro, where you going? 284 00:13:04,750 --> 00:13:08,349 - I have a long walk back to the dorms. 285 00:13:08,350 --> 00:13:10,488 Oh, so you live on campus? 286 00:13:10,489 --> 00:13:11,321 - Mm hmm. 287 00:13:11,322 --> 00:13:13,232 - Mm, so we can meet up without issues, right, 288 00:13:13,233 --> 00:13:15,383 unless, like, your roommates are all weird? 289 00:13:17,150 --> 00:13:18,669 There are no roommates. 290 00:13:18,670 --> 00:13:20,294 You live alone? 291 00:13:20,295 --> 00:13:21,359 - Bianca. - What? 292 00:13:21,360 --> 00:13:22,803 I'm just curious. 293 00:13:25,080 --> 00:13:26,573 I just wanted to know. 294 00:13:27,500 --> 00:13:29,599 - Great, so she's still pretty pissed? 295 00:13:29,600 --> 00:13:31,529 - She'll get used to it. 296 00:13:31,530 --> 00:13:32,909 Give her time. 297 00:13:32,910 --> 00:13:33,933 - Yeah, I guess so. 298 00:13:38,630 --> 00:13:39,772 Well, I should probably get going. 299 00:13:39,773 --> 00:13:41,949 I've got a bunch of stuff to do. 300 00:13:41,950 --> 00:13:42,783 - Okay. 301 00:13:43,624 --> 00:13:45,909 I know you've got school and work, 302 00:13:45,910 --> 00:13:48,227 and then homework, I assume. 303 00:13:50,920 --> 00:13:52,373 - Oh, Dad. 304 00:13:55,310 --> 00:13:56,663 Tell Mom I love her, okay? 305 00:13:58,020 --> 00:13:59,083 - Okay, I will. 306 00:14:01,280 --> 00:14:02,989 I'm proud of you, honey. 307 00:14:02,990 --> 00:14:04,564 - Thanks, Dad. 308 00:14:04,565 --> 00:14:06,529 - I just want you to know that, okay? 309 00:14:06,530 --> 00:14:07,699 - Okay. 310 00:14:07,700 --> 00:14:09,239 - All right, good night. 311 00:14:09,240 --> 00:14:10,690 - Yeah, I love you, too, bye. 312 00:14:34,922 --> 00:14:35,755 Stay. 313 00:14:43,680 --> 00:14:44,513 - Hey, Erica. 314 00:14:45,350 --> 00:14:46,371 - Hey. 315 00:14:49,039 --> 00:14:50,989 - Oh, I love this song. 316 00:14:50,990 --> 00:14:52,820 This is one of their best. 317 00:14:55,770 --> 00:14:56,670 - It's pretty rad. 318 00:15:03,062 --> 00:15:04,804 - Oh, you need me to help? 319 00:15:04,805 --> 00:15:06,138 - Oh, thank you. 320 00:15:10,180 --> 00:15:12,649 - So, Bianca told me about you guys' project. 321 00:15:12,650 --> 00:15:14,723 Sounds interesting, different. 322 00:15:16,560 --> 00:15:17,889 Kind of cool to focus all your attention 323 00:15:17,890 --> 00:15:19,519 on one big project, 324 00:15:19,520 --> 00:15:20,519 as opposed to getting distracting 325 00:15:20,520 --> 00:15:22,420 by a bunch of smaller ones in between. 326 00:15:23,970 --> 00:15:26,313 - Yeah, that's, that's the goal. 327 00:15:29,140 --> 00:15:29,973 - Alex. 328 00:15:31,120 --> 00:15:32,289 There you are. 329 00:15:32,290 --> 00:15:34,379 We have a new POS associate. 330 00:15:34,380 --> 00:15:35,489 Show her the ropes. 331 00:15:35,490 --> 00:15:36,528 Stacey. 332 00:15:36,529 --> 00:15:37,841 - Great, sure, right away, 333 00:15:37,842 --> 00:15:38,674 Janet. - Hey. 334 00:15:38,675 --> 00:15:40,419 - Stacey. - Alex. 335 00:15:40,420 --> 00:15:42,809 - Erica, I'll talk to you later? 336 00:15:42,810 --> 00:15:44,413 - Yeah, take care. 337 00:15:47,044 --> 00:15:48,288 - Follow me. 338 00:15:57,480 --> 00:15:59,003 - So, Alex. 339 00:16:00,920 --> 00:16:01,770 - What about him? 340 00:16:02,960 --> 00:16:05,360 - Nothing, I just saw the two of you hit it off. 341 00:16:06,307 --> 00:16:07,757 You know he likes you, right? 342 00:16:08,610 --> 00:16:09,893 He's kind of into you. 343 00:16:11,181 --> 00:16:12,399 He's gonna kick my ass for telling you, 344 00:16:12,400 --> 00:16:14,109 but I don't care. 345 00:16:14,110 --> 00:16:15,249 Next. 346 00:16:15,250 --> 00:16:16,489 What up, Newman? 347 00:16:16,490 --> 00:16:19,809 - Bianca and Erica, so, what have you got? 348 00:16:19,810 --> 00:16:21,169 - High school. 349 00:16:21,170 --> 00:16:23,069 And some college life, too? 350 00:16:23,070 --> 00:16:26,889 - No, we think it's gonna be a little too demanding 351 00:16:26,890 --> 00:16:28,359 if we try and cover both, 352 00:16:28,360 --> 00:16:30,369 so we just focus on high school. 353 00:16:30,370 --> 00:16:33,559 - So, Bianca, you're gonna be writing about 354 00:16:33,560 --> 00:16:35,669 Erica's work on high school. 355 00:16:35,670 --> 00:16:37,759 Erica, what are you using? 356 00:16:37,760 --> 00:16:39,049 - Polaroids. 357 00:16:39,050 --> 00:16:40,849 - Yeah, cause we think Photoshop should only be used 358 00:16:40,850 --> 00:16:43,409 on those bitches with big tits in Beverley Hills. 359 00:16:43,410 --> 00:16:44,242 I'm just saying, right? 360 00:16:44,243 --> 00:16:45,569 Right. - Yeah, yeah, 361 00:16:45,570 --> 00:16:47,529 that's one reason to use Polaroids 362 00:16:47,530 --> 00:16:49,711 as the medium of choice. 363 00:16:49,712 --> 00:16:50,544 - Yeah. 364 00:16:50,545 --> 00:16:52,459 - Anyways, that answers my next question 365 00:16:52,460 --> 00:16:54,579 about Photoshop and editing. 366 00:16:54,580 --> 00:16:56,099 Great. 367 00:16:56,100 --> 00:16:58,093 You own your own camera, Erica, right? 368 00:17:01,266 --> 00:17:02,516 - Yeah. - Great. 369 00:17:04,800 --> 00:17:07,113 - Okay, so it's a little bit messy. 370 00:17:08,940 --> 00:17:10,349 Come on, I bet it's not. 371 00:17:10,350 --> 00:17:12,200 Nothing's messier than mine, come on. 372 00:17:13,870 --> 00:17:15,699 This is a mess? 373 00:17:15,700 --> 00:17:16,893 Seriously? 374 00:17:20,210 --> 00:17:22,963 I like the lion. 375 00:17:25,861 --> 00:17:28,139 You know, I never pegged you for a flower girl. 376 00:17:28,140 --> 00:17:29,490 What's up with the flowers? 377 00:17:30,536 --> 00:17:32,289 - I don't know, it's stupid. 378 00:17:32,290 --> 00:17:34,739 - Come on, you have it for a reason, right? 379 00:17:34,740 --> 00:17:35,999 What's up with the flowers? 380 00:17:36,000 --> 00:17:36,833 Tell me. 381 00:17:38,492 --> 00:17:40,409 - I don't know, I just, 382 00:17:41,380 --> 00:17:43,229 I think sometimes when you see a painting, 383 00:17:43,230 --> 00:17:45,679 you can just feel what the artist 384 00:17:45,680 --> 00:17:49,089 was feeling when they painted it. 385 00:17:49,090 --> 00:17:50,546 - Yeah? 386 00:17:50,547 --> 00:17:53,517 - And that's how I feel about that one. 387 00:17:54,410 --> 00:17:55,900 - Why are you so serious? 388 00:17:57,648 --> 00:18:00,397 - Oh my God, oh my God. 389 00:18:00,398 --> 00:18:01,231 Serious. 390 00:18:02,250 --> 00:18:04,669 So we should probably get to work. 391 00:18:04,670 --> 00:18:07,079 - Ooh, what's in the box? - No, no, no, no, no. 392 00:18:07,080 --> 00:18:09,773 Hey, I'm sorry, it's just kind of personal. 393 00:18:10,730 --> 00:18:11,563 Okay. 394 00:18:14,760 --> 00:18:15,663 - Those suck. 395 00:18:18,501 --> 00:18:20,115 - Are you gonna show me the camera? 396 00:18:20,116 --> 00:18:21,533 It's camera time! 397 00:18:23,260 --> 00:18:27,293 - So this is our third partner, I guess. 398 00:18:28,344 --> 00:18:29,844 This is my camera. 399 00:18:31,079 --> 00:18:32,519 - Ooh! 400 00:18:32,520 --> 00:18:34,563 Kind of vintage, huh? 401 00:18:34,564 --> 00:18:37,420 It's kinda totally vintage, actually. 402 00:18:37,421 --> 00:18:39,458 - Oh, wow. - Do you wanna hold it? 403 00:18:39,459 --> 00:18:40,799 - Yeah. 404 00:18:40,800 --> 00:18:42,929 I don't think I've ever seen one of these before. 405 00:18:42,930 --> 00:18:44,359 Yeah, they're kinda rare these days. 406 00:18:44,360 --> 00:18:45,619 - Yeah, you might hold on to that. 407 00:18:45,620 --> 00:18:46,620 I'm a little clumsy. 408 00:18:48,570 --> 00:18:50,230 I kind of like you. 409 00:18:51,343 --> 00:18:53,529 - I'm kind of okay with you, too. 410 00:19:08,550 --> 00:19:10,139 - I'm parched. 411 00:19:10,140 --> 00:19:12,959 - Well, I have some coffee or tea in the kitchen 412 00:19:12,960 --> 00:19:14,099 if you want some. 413 00:19:14,100 --> 00:19:15,299 - No, I'm leaving. 414 00:19:15,300 --> 00:19:16,675 And you're coming with me. 415 00:19:16,676 --> 00:19:18,339 - Wait, what, we have a lot of work to do. 416 00:19:18,340 --> 00:19:19,409 Work? 417 00:19:19,410 --> 00:19:21,339 You actually consider this work? 418 00:19:21,340 --> 00:19:22,399 - Yeah. 419 00:19:22,400 --> 00:19:24,789 - Come on! 420 00:19:24,790 --> 00:19:27,459 We've done so much today, and the day before that, 421 00:19:27,460 --> 00:19:29,879 and the day before that, and the day before that. 422 00:19:29,880 --> 00:19:31,949 We deserve a break. 423 00:19:31,950 --> 00:19:34,019 Come on, let's go have some Cosmos 424 00:19:34,020 --> 00:19:35,659 like those Sex in the City bitches. 425 00:19:35,660 --> 00:19:37,387 - It's Sex and the City. 426 00:19:37,388 --> 00:19:38,859 - I know, that's what I said. 427 00:19:38,860 --> 00:19:39,693 Come on! 428 00:19:41,510 --> 00:19:42,579 Please. 429 00:19:42,580 --> 00:19:46,099 - Look, I really appreciate the offer, 430 00:19:46,100 --> 00:19:49,359 but I don't party 431 00:19:49,360 --> 00:19:51,683 like ever. - Parties? 432 00:19:51,684 --> 00:19:52,516 Get over the partying. 433 00:19:52,517 --> 00:19:54,349 You know you're not partying. 434 00:19:54,350 --> 00:19:56,259 Look, I hate parties. 435 00:19:56,260 --> 00:19:57,566 It's like, you wake up every single day, 436 00:19:57,567 --> 00:19:59,739 and you do the same shit over and over and over 437 00:19:59,740 --> 00:20:01,219 and over and over again. 438 00:20:01,220 --> 00:20:02,809 It's like the definition of insanity, 439 00:20:02,810 --> 00:20:06,699 but karaoke, I fox a karaoke. 440 00:20:06,700 --> 00:20:09,079 And having a drink in me doesn't hurt the confidence, 441 00:20:09,080 --> 00:20:10,269 so come on! 442 00:20:10,270 --> 00:20:12,259 Let's have some fun. 443 00:20:12,260 --> 00:20:13,529 - I can't. 444 00:20:13,530 --> 00:20:17,169 I work later. 445 00:20:17,170 --> 00:20:18,699 I know. 446 00:20:18,700 --> 00:20:20,219 - How do you know, 447 00:20:20,220 --> 00:20:22,849 how do you know that I work later? 448 00:20:22,850 --> 00:20:24,123 - Cause Alex told me. 449 00:20:26,206 --> 00:20:27,373 You're coming! 450 00:20:35,070 --> 00:20:36,609 Come on! 451 00:20:36,610 --> 00:20:39,423 - I'm coming, oh my, I'm coming. 452 00:20:40,808 --> 00:20:42,296 God. 453 00:20:42,297 --> 00:20:44,497 ♪ Testing it can be ♪ 454 00:20:44,498 --> 00:20:47,721 ♪ Destination lost in apathy ♪ 455 00:20:47,722 --> 00:20:49,740 ♪ It's contagious ♪ 456 00:20:49,741 --> 00:20:51,299 - Okay. - Here you go, ladies. 457 00:20:51,300 --> 00:20:52,959 - Thank you, Diego, baby. 458 00:20:52,960 --> 00:20:54,749 - Well, I should probably get going. 459 00:20:54,750 --> 00:20:56,309 - Wait, no, come on. 460 00:20:56,310 --> 00:20:58,429 We need a break, we've been working so hard. 461 00:20:58,430 --> 00:21:00,079 Look, we're already ahead of the curve. 462 00:21:00,080 --> 00:21:02,539 We have an idea, we have the Polaroids, 463 00:21:02,540 --> 00:21:04,439 most of these freaking groups are not gonna start 464 00:21:04,440 --> 00:21:06,349 their projects until the very last minute, 465 00:21:06,350 --> 00:21:08,319 so chill out, we got this. 466 00:21:08,320 --> 00:21:09,470 Come on. - You're just 467 00:21:10,400 --> 00:21:14,169 full of such great ideas and solutions. 468 00:21:14,170 --> 00:21:15,713 They just pour out of you, huh? 469 00:21:15,714 --> 00:21:17,464 - Yeah, a little bit. 470 00:21:18,343 --> 00:21:20,613 But, believe it or not, I've actually been journaling. 471 00:21:21,920 --> 00:21:23,220 - Yeah? 472 00:21:23,221 --> 00:21:24,205 - Mm hmm. 473 00:21:24,206 --> 00:21:26,589 You know that appointment I had three days ago? 474 00:21:26,590 --> 00:21:28,423 It was with my therapist Dr. Zimmer. 475 00:21:29,830 --> 00:21:31,929 Yeah, I know that people shouldn't be talking, 476 00:21:31,930 --> 00:21:34,009 or, like, they don't like talking about going to therapy 477 00:21:34,010 --> 00:21:37,179 out loud and stuff like that, but you know what? 478 00:21:37,180 --> 00:21:39,450 It's actually helped me a lot. 479 00:21:39,451 --> 00:21:40,284 - Yeah. 480 00:21:41,360 --> 00:21:42,193 I get it. 481 00:21:43,460 --> 00:21:45,419 - You're a therapy baby, too? 482 00:21:45,420 --> 00:21:46,903 Yeah, you are. 483 00:21:48,400 --> 00:21:49,400 Well, you know what? 484 00:21:50,500 --> 00:21:52,239 That deserves a toast. 485 00:21:52,240 --> 00:21:54,789 Come on, come on. 486 00:21:54,790 --> 00:21:56,463 Yeah, yeah, you're gonna drink that. 487 00:21:58,833 --> 00:22:00,033 To all the girls who say 488 00:22:01,240 --> 00:22:02,717 that we're fucked up, 489 00:22:02,718 --> 00:22:03,550 that we're not worth it, 490 00:22:03,551 --> 00:22:06,039 that we have fucking issues, 491 00:22:06,040 --> 00:22:08,763 we're worth it, cause you know what? 492 00:22:08,764 --> 00:22:10,839 We're fucking extraordinary. 493 00:22:10,840 --> 00:22:12,073 - To the extraordinary. 494 00:22:19,550 --> 00:22:22,206 Diego. 495 00:22:22,207 --> 00:22:23,039 - Ready for a second? 496 00:22:23,040 --> 00:22:24,896 - Yeah. - Coming right up. 497 00:22:24,897 --> 00:22:29,897 ♪ Girl, I'm afraid I'll reach the red light ♪ 498 00:22:32,680 --> 00:22:33,513 - Hey, Erica. 499 00:22:35,010 --> 00:22:35,843 - Hey. 500 00:22:37,020 --> 00:22:38,499 - Where you headed? 501 00:22:38,500 --> 00:22:40,403 - Uh, home, why? 502 00:22:41,460 --> 00:22:43,293 - Just wanna know where I'm walking you to. 503 00:22:44,470 --> 00:22:47,089 - Don't you have to get home or something yourself? 504 00:22:47,090 --> 00:22:48,266 - Ouch. 505 00:22:48,267 --> 00:22:50,644 Trying to get rid of me that quick, huh? 506 00:22:50,645 --> 00:22:52,583 - No, I wasn't, I just, 507 00:22:55,030 --> 00:22:56,829 I just assumed that a guy like you 508 00:22:56,830 --> 00:22:57,953 has places to go. 509 00:22:58,983 --> 00:23:00,609 - A guy like me? 510 00:23:00,610 --> 00:23:02,439 What does that even mean? 511 00:23:02,440 --> 00:23:03,809 Believe it or not, I pick and choose 512 00:23:03,810 --> 00:23:05,410 those who I accept into my life. 513 00:23:06,500 --> 00:23:08,150 Only the special ones make it in. 514 00:23:13,680 --> 00:23:14,830 I really don't get you. 515 00:23:17,311 --> 00:23:18,479 - What's to get? 516 00:23:18,480 --> 00:23:20,560 - This whole hot and cold vibe, like 517 00:23:21,750 --> 00:23:23,233 you wanna talk to me, but, 518 00:23:24,743 --> 00:23:26,809 I don't know, something's holding you back. 519 00:23:26,810 --> 00:23:29,219 - Right, so, now you just know 520 00:23:29,220 --> 00:23:30,830 my whole life story. 521 00:23:31,927 --> 00:23:32,760 - I'm trying to. 522 00:23:33,780 --> 00:23:35,279 Hey, try to keep up. 523 00:23:35,280 --> 00:23:38,041 - Wait, what? 524 00:23:38,042 --> 00:23:38,874 Alex. 525 00:23:38,875 --> 00:23:42,413 - Warhol the artist or Warhol the music producer? 526 00:23:44,450 --> 00:23:46,695 - How often do you fall off of that? 527 00:23:46,696 --> 00:23:50,029 Erica, come on, I'm an expert. 528 00:23:50,030 --> 00:23:51,703 I've been riding since I was a kid. 529 00:23:53,850 --> 00:23:54,733 - This is me. 530 00:23:56,060 --> 00:23:57,499 - Damn, already? 531 00:23:57,500 --> 00:23:58,950 We were just getting started. 532 00:24:00,130 --> 00:24:01,939 You're not getting off that easy. 533 00:24:01,940 --> 00:24:04,879 Warhol the artist, Warhol the music producer? 534 00:24:04,880 --> 00:24:05,797 - Oh, that. 535 00:24:07,470 --> 00:24:08,639 Both. 536 00:24:08,640 --> 00:24:09,989 - Both? 537 00:24:09,990 --> 00:24:11,559 You gotta choose one, come on. 538 00:24:11,560 --> 00:24:12,749 - No, I do not. 539 00:24:12,750 --> 00:24:15,219 Warhol never fails as a producer 540 00:24:15,220 --> 00:24:17,791 and he's an extraordinary artist. 541 00:24:17,792 --> 00:24:18,699 - Okay. - Both. 542 00:24:18,700 --> 00:24:19,873 - Okay, fair. 543 00:24:22,450 --> 00:24:24,103 Well, it was fun hanging out with you. 544 00:24:27,331 --> 00:24:28,163 What? 545 00:24:28,164 --> 00:24:31,340 - It was fun hanging out with you, too. 546 00:24:31,341 --> 00:24:32,639 - Hopefully I'll see you later? 547 00:24:32,640 --> 00:24:34,186 - Totes. 548 00:24:34,187 --> 00:24:36,167 - Totes? - Totally. 549 00:24:36,168 --> 00:24:37,000 - Right. 550 00:24:37,001 --> 00:24:38,181 - Totally, dude. 551 00:24:38,182 --> 00:24:40,009 - Peace. - Yeah. 552 00:24:40,010 --> 00:24:40,842 Bye, Erica. 553 00:24:40,843 --> 00:24:41,883 - Bye, Alex. 554 00:24:54,230 --> 00:24:56,343 - Have you talked to Erica at all today? 555 00:24:57,640 --> 00:24:58,643 - No, I haven't. 556 00:25:01,576 --> 00:25:02,876 Maybe you should call her. 557 00:25:04,590 --> 00:25:05,423 - Yeah, maybe. 558 00:25:18,140 --> 00:25:19,239 Erica. 559 00:25:19,240 --> 00:25:20,072 - Hey. 560 00:25:20,073 --> 00:25:22,259 - Just calling to check in, dear. 561 00:25:22,260 --> 00:25:24,809 - Yeah, I've been, you know, busy. 562 00:25:24,810 --> 00:25:27,029 Are you getting sleep? 563 00:25:27,030 --> 00:25:28,943 - Yes, I'm getting sleep, why? 564 00:25:30,810 --> 00:25:32,369 You know what, I actually have to go. 565 00:25:32,370 --> 00:25:33,520 Why the rush? 566 00:25:35,220 --> 00:25:36,922 - I have homework. 567 00:25:36,923 --> 00:25:38,773 - And you didn't finish that earlier? 568 00:25:39,780 --> 00:25:40,919 - Oh my God, seriously? 569 00:25:40,920 --> 00:25:43,959 - You know I don't like this part-time job idea. 570 00:25:43,960 --> 00:25:46,589 I don't want you to overexert yourself. 571 00:25:46,590 --> 00:25:49,334 School is your job. 572 00:25:49,335 --> 00:25:51,219 - Oh my God, seriously? 573 00:25:51,220 --> 00:25:53,899 Like, millions of kids go to school and work, 574 00:25:53,900 --> 00:25:54,909 and most of them want to. 575 00:25:54,910 --> 00:25:56,759 I'm fully capable of doing both. 576 00:25:56,760 --> 00:25:58,999 - Is it money, is money the issue? 577 00:25:59,000 --> 00:26:00,449 - It's not about the money, I don't-- 578 00:26:00,450 --> 00:26:02,779 Rob, get the checkbook. 579 00:26:02,780 --> 00:26:03,919 - Mom, leave Dad out of this. 580 00:26:03,920 --> 00:26:06,939 Rob, would you get the checkbook? 581 00:26:06,940 --> 00:26:08,255 - I have to go. 582 00:26:08,256 --> 00:26:09,606 Erica, no! 583 00:26:21,218 --> 00:26:22,051 - Stop it. 584 00:26:40,342 --> 00:26:41,554 - Need some help? 585 00:26:41,555 --> 00:26:43,555 - No, I'm just thinking. 586 00:26:46,724 --> 00:26:47,891 Just thinking. 587 00:26:54,440 --> 00:26:55,699 How does this work? 588 00:26:55,700 --> 00:26:56,700 It's not coming out. 589 00:26:57,690 --> 00:26:59,103 Oh, oh, there it is. 590 00:27:04,350 --> 00:27:05,289 Woo. 591 00:27:05,290 --> 00:27:07,179 You know, this would be great 592 00:27:07,180 --> 00:27:08,933 if I wanted the back of your head. 593 00:27:09,947 --> 00:27:11,379 Oh, come on. 594 00:27:11,380 --> 00:27:13,779 - I really don't like having my picture taken. 595 00:27:13,780 --> 00:27:15,239 - Who does? 596 00:27:15,240 --> 00:27:16,419 Come on. 597 00:27:16,420 --> 00:27:18,053 Do you wanna smile? 598 00:27:18,054 --> 00:27:19,469 You gonna smile? 599 00:27:19,470 --> 00:27:21,291 You gonna smile, smile for me, baby. 600 00:27:24,231 --> 00:27:25,231 This is fun. 601 00:27:29,114 --> 00:27:31,339 - I probably look like crap. 602 00:27:31,340 --> 00:27:33,439 - Actually, you look like a pretty beautiful 603 00:27:33,440 --> 00:27:34,773 fucking subject to me. 604 00:27:35,708 --> 00:27:36,540 - You really think so? 605 00:27:36,541 --> 00:27:37,799 - Yeah. 606 00:27:37,800 --> 00:27:38,969 Don't you notice when guys look at you 607 00:27:38,970 --> 00:27:40,729 every time you walk past them? 608 00:27:40,730 --> 00:27:41,562 I mean, granted, they're probably looking 609 00:27:41,563 --> 00:27:44,983 at your tits and ass, but you might wanna look next time. 610 00:27:47,653 --> 00:27:50,616 - I can't believe you took it upside down. 611 00:27:50,617 --> 00:27:52,873 - Oh, well that's why you're the photographer. 612 00:27:54,178 --> 00:27:55,010 - Dork. 613 00:27:55,011 --> 00:27:56,053 - I'm gonna frame this one. 614 00:27:57,620 --> 00:27:59,425 - You're gonna frame it, like on your fridge? 615 00:27:59,426 --> 00:28:00,752 - Yeah! 616 00:28:12,989 --> 00:28:14,489 I'm about to fall! 617 00:28:15,564 --> 00:28:17,137 - No, you gotta squat. 618 00:28:36,300 --> 00:28:37,690 - All right. - Spot, spot. 619 00:28:37,691 --> 00:28:39,094 - Ready? 620 00:28:49,244 --> 00:28:51,340 On three, one, two. 621 00:28:54,130 --> 00:28:56,019 You're naming your first kid after me. 622 00:28:56,020 --> 00:28:57,414 I don't care if it's a boy. 623 00:29:06,276 --> 00:29:08,259 This never works! 624 00:29:08,260 --> 00:29:09,353 And Gap commercial. 625 00:29:10,225 --> 00:29:14,101 One, two, three. 626 00:29:15,702 --> 00:29:16,686 Okay, hold on. 627 00:29:23,446 --> 00:29:24,363 Two, three. 628 00:29:26,448 --> 00:29:28,507 Constipated. 629 00:29:30,798 --> 00:29:32,349 I don't know. 630 00:29:32,350 --> 00:29:33,820 - You're crazy. 631 00:29:33,821 --> 00:29:35,182 - You love it. 632 00:29:35,183 --> 00:29:37,282 I think we got it, right? 633 00:29:37,283 --> 00:29:38,632 Yeah, this is really. - Let's go home. 634 00:29:38,633 --> 00:29:40,776 - I don't even know how this thing works, dude. 635 00:29:40,777 --> 00:29:42,412 Like, we're gonna break it? 636 00:29:42,413 --> 00:29:46,110 Look at these sexy ass motherfuckers, bro. 637 00:29:46,111 --> 00:29:47,389 Damn, we look so good. 638 00:29:47,390 --> 00:29:48,753 All right, hold on, we gotta take one more, 639 00:29:48,754 --> 00:29:49,621 hold on, hold on. 640 00:29:49,622 --> 00:29:50,539 Are we ready? 641 00:29:50,540 --> 00:29:53,333 And. 642 00:29:55,850 --> 00:29:57,556 See, we gotta take more of these. 643 00:29:57,557 --> 00:29:59,802 These are so good. 644 00:29:59,803 --> 00:30:01,468 - That was the one. 645 00:30:01,469 --> 00:30:03,869 Yo, it's nice to see you relaxed for once. 646 00:30:03,870 --> 00:30:06,779 - Yeah, Erica, it is. 647 00:30:06,780 --> 00:30:08,069 - It is. 648 00:30:08,070 --> 00:30:10,281 - Relaxed, I'm gonna go take a seat 649 00:30:10,282 --> 00:30:12,214 right over there. - Okay, come on. 650 00:30:12,215 --> 00:30:13,306 - Wow. - Come on. 651 00:30:13,307 --> 00:30:15,099 Come on, girl, you can join us, too. 652 00:30:15,100 --> 00:30:16,516 Sit. 653 00:30:16,517 --> 00:30:18,250 Oh, man, that was fun. 654 00:30:21,627 --> 00:30:22,459 You good? 655 00:30:22,460 --> 00:30:24,139 - Yeah, I'm good. 656 00:30:24,140 --> 00:30:27,729 - You know, I'm actually really happy we did this tonight 657 00:30:27,730 --> 00:30:28,562 cause I needed it. 658 00:30:28,563 --> 00:30:30,636 I was a little overwhelmed. 659 00:30:30,637 --> 00:30:31,469 - I know. 660 00:30:31,470 --> 00:30:33,099 - Yeah, Zimmer made me talk about growing up 661 00:30:33,100 --> 00:30:34,819 in that house again. 662 00:30:34,820 --> 00:30:36,329 Not fun. 663 00:30:36,330 --> 00:30:37,869 But you know what? 664 00:30:37,870 --> 00:30:41,019 I told him that Alex saved me. 665 00:30:41,020 --> 00:30:42,229 You did, right? 666 00:30:42,230 --> 00:30:45,719 His parents actually adopted me a year after we met. 667 00:30:45,720 --> 00:30:47,869 We're like legit brother and sister. 668 00:30:47,870 --> 00:30:49,385 It's on paper, right? 669 00:30:49,386 --> 00:30:50,218 - Yeah, it is. 670 00:30:50,219 --> 00:30:51,051 - Yeah! 671 00:30:51,052 --> 00:30:53,719 My fucking daddy thought I was his girlfriend 672 00:30:53,720 --> 00:30:56,409 and he played with me. 673 00:30:56,410 --> 00:30:57,446 - Bianca. - Fucking asshole. 674 00:30:57,447 --> 00:30:58,416 - You know I don't like it when you talk 675 00:30:58,417 --> 00:30:59,249 about this shit. 676 00:30:59,250 --> 00:31:00,159 - Aw, come on, baby. 677 00:31:00,160 --> 00:31:02,019 It happened to me, it's not that serious. 678 00:31:02,020 --> 00:31:02,889 It's not that big of a deal. 679 00:31:02,890 --> 00:31:04,902 - It's not that, it's not? 680 00:31:04,903 --> 00:31:07,139 - No, it's cool, shit happens to everyone. 681 00:31:07,140 --> 00:31:08,739 I'm gonna go take a walk, all right? 682 00:31:08,740 --> 00:31:10,259 - Okay. 683 00:31:10,260 --> 00:31:11,559 - B, I feel sick. 684 00:31:11,560 --> 00:31:14,123 - Yeah, don't worry, he'll be fine. 685 00:31:15,370 --> 00:31:18,132 He just gets upset when I get this blunt. 686 00:31:18,133 --> 00:31:20,089 - Is that why you're in therapy? 687 00:31:20,090 --> 00:31:21,269 - Yeah. 688 00:31:21,270 --> 00:31:23,529 Suppressed childhood trauma. 689 00:31:23,530 --> 00:31:27,366 My dad wanted to be my boyfriend. 690 00:31:27,367 --> 00:31:29,199 Can you believe that shit? 691 00:31:29,200 --> 00:31:31,419 My parents were a bunch of degenerates. 692 00:31:31,420 --> 00:31:32,443 Whatever, fuck them. 693 00:31:33,758 --> 00:31:35,269 - I'm so sorry. 694 00:31:35,270 --> 00:31:36,303 - Shit happens. 695 00:31:39,640 --> 00:31:41,973 You know, they're actually in prison now. 696 00:31:42,950 --> 00:31:44,879 So I'm okay. 697 00:31:44,880 --> 00:31:46,919 They found their boogie sugar 698 00:31:46,920 --> 00:31:49,589 and a bunch of other accessories. 699 00:31:49,590 --> 00:31:52,219 So, fuck it, right? 700 00:31:52,220 --> 00:31:53,052 - Yeah. 701 00:31:53,053 --> 00:31:54,489 Fuck, yeah. 702 00:31:54,490 --> 00:31:55,740 - They're good. 703 00:31:56,870 --> 00:31:58,649 What's wrong, you okay? 704 00:31:58,650 --> 00:31:59,539 You look like you seen a ghost. 705 00:31:59,540 --> 00:32:00,929 - No, I'm-- - You sure? 706 00:32:00,930 --> 00:32:02,969 - Hey, beautiful, what are you up to tonight? 707 00:32:02,970 --> 00:32:04,669 - Oh, oh. - Wait, what the fuck? 708 00:32:04,670 --> 00:32:07,370 - What, I'm just, I'm trying to talk to her. 709 00:32:07,371 --> 00:32:08,203 Come on. - Hey, hey, hey, 710 00:32:08,204 --> 00:32:09,036 what are you doing? 711 00:32:09,037 --> 00:32:09,869 - What are you doing? - Do you even know 712 00:32:09,870 --> 00:32:11,269 this douchebag? - What? 713 00:32:11,270 --> 00:32:12,929 Hey, listen, what the fuck happened to you 714 00:32:12,930 --> 00:32:14,512 to make me hate men? - Don't you dare touch her! 715 00:32:14,513 --> 00:32:15,345 Really? 716 00:32:15,346 --> 00:32:16,187 - Whoa! - Don't you dare touch her! 717 00:32:16,188 --> 00:32:17,020 - Whoa! - Go home! 718 00:32:17,021 --> 00:32:18,294 - Really? - You wanna fight it out? 719 00:32:18,295 --> 00:32:20,693 Go the fuck home, yeah, go home. 720 00:32:20,694 --> 00:32:21,867 You okay? 721 00:32:21,868 --> 00:32:22,700 Go home. 722 00:32:22,701 --> 00:32:24,162 You're fine, you're fine. 723 00:32:24,163 --> 00:32:25,152 You're fine. 724 00:32:25,153 --> 00:32:26,168 - You okay? - Yeah, I'm good. 725 00:32:26,169 --> 00:32:27,259 - You sure? - I'm good, I'm good. 726 00:32:27,260 --> 00:32:28,417 You're not getting you a woman! 727 00:32:28,418 --> 00:32:31,229 Erica, you okay, you okay? 728 00:32:32,467 --> 00:32:33,507 Fuck you. 729 00:32:33,508 --> 00:32:34,340 Fuck you! 730 00:32:34,341 --> 00:32:35,709 - Come on, let's go home. 731 00:32:35,710 --> 00:32:36,542 Let's go home. 732 00:32:36,543 --> 00:32:38,525 What a fucking idiot, that guy. 733 00:32:38,526 --> 00:32:39,358 Fuck that guy. 734 00:32:39,359 --> 00:32:40,191 B. 735 00:32:40,192 --> 00:32:41,225 - Yeah, I'm good, baby, I'm good. 736 00:32:41,226 --> 00:32:42,058 You sure? 737 00:32:42,059 --> 00:32:43,429 - Yeah, I love you, I'm good. 738 00:32:43,430 --> 00:32:45,759 We good, we are so good. 739 00:32:45,760 --> 00:32:46,829 Come on. 740 00:32:46,830 --> 00:32:48,349 Tonight was fun, let's go. 741 00:32:48,350 --> 00:32:49,183 It's cool. 742 00:34:37,530 --> 00:34:38,829 - Hey, you. 743 00:34:38,830 --> 00:34:39,662 Hey. 744 00:34:39,663 --> 00:34:41,169 - I'm gonna turn in, I'm exhausted. 745 00:34:41,170 --> 00:34:42,003 - Yeah, same. 746 00:34:45,670 --> 00:34:47,329 You know, you don't have to worry about me anymore. 747 00:34:47,330 --> 00:34:48,563 I promise you, I'm fine. 748 00:34:49,898 --> 00:34:50,731 I am. 749 00:34:51,810 --> 00:34:54,549 - I'm really glad you're going again, B. 750 00:34:54,550 --> 00:34:56,139 Therapy. 751 00:34:56,140 --> 00:34:57,643 - Yeah, place for freaks. 752 00:35:01,271 --> 00:35:02,509 Hey. 753 00:35:02,510 --> 00:35:03,342 - What's up? 754 00:35:03,343 --> 00:35:05,009 - Can I tell you something? 755 00:35:05,010 --> 00:35:07,589 - Of course, you can tell me anything. 756 00:35:07,590 --> 00:35:09,373 - I'm so fricking proud of you. 757 00:35:10,810 --> 00:35:11,643 - I know. 758 00:35:12,997 --> 00:35:14,609 I hear your dad leaving in the morning. 759 00:35:14,610 --> 00:35:16,545 Is he still doing overtime? 760 00:35:16,546 --> 00:35:18,039 - Yeah. 761 00:35:18,040 --> 00:35:20,090 - Well, I guess we got each other, right? 762 00:35:22,170 --> 00:35:24,633 Um, you're not working for Thanksgiving, are you? 763 00:35:25,643 --> 00:35:26,599 - No. 764 00:35:26,600 --> 00:35:29,050 - So I was thinking maybe we can have Erica over. 765 00:35:30,070 --> 00:35:31,320 I think you'll like that. 766 00:35:32,260 --> 00:35:33,343 - I'm down. - Yeah. 767 00:35:34,458 --> 00:35:36,540 You know she likes you, right? 768 00:35:36,541 --> 00:35:37,879 - No, she doesn't. - Yes, she does, 769 00:35:37,880 --> 00:35:39,139 yes, she does, 770 00:35:39,140 --> 00:35:41,699 cause you're fucking incredible. 771 00:35:41,700 --> 00:35:42,867 You know that, right? 772 00:35:43,785 --> 00:35:44,779 I need you to remember that. 773 00:35:44,780 --> 00:35:46,473 You are incredible. 774 00:35:47,470 --> 00:35:48,303 Okay? 775 00:35:49,394 --> 00:35:50,227 Give me a hug. 776 00:35:53,300 --> 00:35:55,104 Get some sleep. 777 00:35:55,105 --> 00:35:56,280 - I'll try to. 778 00:35:56,281 --> 00:35:57,113 - I love you. 779 00:35:57,114 --> 00:35:57,947 - I love you, too. 780 00:36:16,700 --> 00:36:18,213 - I miss her, Rob. 781 00:36:20,248 --> 00:36:21,081 - I know. 782 00:36:24,940 --> 00:36:25,773 I know. 783 00:36:36,877 --> 00:36:37,877 - Beautiful. 784 00:36:43,412 --> 00:36:45,473 Hey, Erica. 785 00:36:45,474 --> 00:36:46,979 Hey. 786 00:36:46,980 --> 00:36:48,103 What are you doing? 787 00:36:50,210 --> 00:36:52,649 - Just, uh, taking some time. 788 00:36:52,650 --> 00:36:54,969 - I was gonna go get a cup of coffee. 789 00:36:54,970 --> 00:36:55,803 Care to join? 790 00:36:56,914 --> 00:37:01,066 - Uh, sorry, I was just going to go home pretty soon. 791 00:37:01,067 --> 00:37:02,537 - Well, let me walk you home. 792 00:37:02,538 --> 00:37:03,801 - Okay. 793 00:37:03,802 --> 00:37:05,219 Stay right there. 794 00:37:06,968 --> 00:37:08,569 One, two. 795 00:37:11,109 --> 00:37:11,941 Well that's pretty. 796 00:37:11,942 --> 00:37:13,525 - I will take that. 797 00:37:15,036 --> 00:37:16,286 - It's not bad. 798 00:37:20,026 --> 00:37:21,152 Kurt Cobain. 799 00:37:21,153 --> 00:37:24,144 They do not make music like this anymore, 800 00:37:24,145 --> 00:37:25,213 I'll tell you that. 801 00:37:25,214 --> 00:37:28,214 - As long as it's not Courtney Love. 802 00:37:29,670 --> 00:37:34,149 - You know what, Hole actually has some pretty sick songs. 803 00:37:34,150 --> 00:37:35,503 - Sick? 804 00:37:35,504 --> 00:37:36,336 - Yeah. 805 00:37:36,337 --> 00:37:37,509 - You should really listen to some of the things 806 00:37:37,510 --> 00:37:39,283 that come out of your mouth. 807 00:37:39,284 --> 00:37:40,117 - What? 808 00:37:41,051 --> 00:37:41,989 Okay. 809 00:37:42,823 --> 00:37:44,833 Oh, and I wonder who this be. 810 00:37:46,360 --> 00:37:49,589 - Okay, Warhol the music producer 811 00:37:49,590 --> 00:37:52,119 or Warhol the artist? 812 00:37:52,120 --> 00:37:54,783 - Well, both really inspire me. 813 00:37:57,115 --> 00:37:58,546 - You caught that. 814 00:37:58,547 --> 00:37:59,827 They do, though. 815 00:37:59,828 --> 00:38:00,661 - I know. 816 00:38:02,770 --> 00:38:03,603 - Anyways. 817 00:38:06,020 --> 00:38:07,520 Thanks for keeping me company. 818 00:38:09,276 --> 00:38:10,109 - Oh. 819 00:38:13,750 --> 00:38:15,500 I guess, here we are. 820 00:38:16,750 --> 00:38:20,093 - Yeah, um, should probably get going. 821 00:38:22,551 --> 00:38:23,384 Yeah. 822 00:38:24,438 --> 00:38:25,408 - Okay. 823 00:38:25,409 --> 00:38:27,355 - Okay, sorry. 824 00:38:27,356 --> 00:38:28,489 - For what? 825 00:38:28,490 --> 00:38:32,853 - I'm just, I'm not good at this stuff. 826 00:38:34,680 --> 00:38:35,930 - Neither am I. 827 00:38:37,739 --> 00:38:39,406 - That's impossible. 828 00:38:41,054 --> 00:38:42,971 That's just impossible. 829 00:38:45,810 --> 00:38:46,643 Oh! 830 00:38:50,294 --> 00:38:51,361 Thanks. 831 00:39:03,164 --> 00:39:04,678 It's good quality. 832 00:39:04,679 --> 00:39:06,011 - What? 833 00:39:06,012 --> 00:39:06,998 - The bag. 834 00:39:06,999 --> 00:39:08,348 The bag's good quality. 835 00:39:08,349 --> 00:39:09,182 - Oh. 836 00:39:11,137 --> 00:39:11,970 Yeah. 837 00:39:14,640 --> 00:39:15,833 - I'll see you again? 838 00:39:18,960 --> 00:39:19,793 - Totally. 839 00:39:24,034 --> 00:39:25,270 Bye. 840 00:39:25,271 --> 00:39:27,639 Bye, Erica. 841 00:39:27,640 --> 00:39:29,209 She has a boyfriend! 842 00:39:29,210 --> 00:39:30,110 - Yes, I've heard. 843 00:39:31,350 --> 00:39:32,769 - What does she need a boyfriend for 844 00:39:32,770 --> 00:39:34,173 when she has us? 845 00:39:35,780 --> 00:39:37,580 - Yeah, cause that's the same thing. 846 00:39:39,160 --> 00:39:40,383 You're overreacting. 847 00:39:41,330 --> 00:39:44,529 - No, I'm reacting, Robert. 848 00:39:44,530 --> 00:39:46,143 - Cathy, she's an adult! 849 00:39:47,450 --> 00:39:50,839 God, you knew this was coming at some point in time. 850 00:39:50,840 --> 00:39:54,669 - And how are you not freaking out? 851 00:39:54,670 --> 00:39:55,999 You're her father. 852 00:39:56,000 --> 00:39:58,799 - Yes, and you're her mother. 853 00:39:58,800 --> 00:40:00,639 She's happy, what, you can't see that? 854 00:40:00,640 --> 00:40:03,619 - If she wasn't living half a world away. 855 00:40:03,620 --> 00:40:05,549 - Well, then go tell her. 856 00:40:05,550 --> 00:40:06,383 Christ. 857 00:40:07,550 --> 00:40:09,100 - Where the hell are you going? 858 00:40:10,044 --> 00:40:12,189 I'm going to find Erica. 859 00:40:12,190 --> 00:40:13,063 Your daughter. 860 00:40:15,040 --> 00:40:17,039 - Wait, I'll come with you. 861 00:40:17,040 --> 00:40:19,806 - So our dad works the overtime and a lot of graveyard, 862 00:40:19,807 --> 00:40:21,089 but he does send his regards. 863 00:40:21,090 --> 00:40:22,846 - Oh, thank you. 864 00:40:22,847 --> 00:40:23,863 - And your mother? 865 00:40:25,720 --> 00:40:27,559 - Alex, where do you go to school? 866 00:40:27,560 --> 00:40:29,029 - Uh, Columbia. 867 00:40:29,030 --> 00:40:30,429 I mean, I used to study music there. 868 00:40:30,430 --> 00:40:31,859 - Oh, great. 869 00:40:31,860 --> 00:40:33,673 - Erica, picture time! 870 00:40:35,040 --> 00:40:36,003 - Not without me, you guys. 871 00:40:37,116 --> 00:40:38,397 - Get in, you ready? 872 00:40:39,270 --> 00:40:41,313 - Cathy, hey, Cathy! 873 00:40:41,314 --> 00:40:43,166 Oh, no, no, no, no, no. 874 00:40:43,167 --> 00:40:43,999 - Oh my God. 875 00:40:44,000 --> 00:40:45,559 - I need to know what your intentions are. 876 00:40:45,560 --> 00:40:47,049 Don't you hurt her. 877 00:40:47,050 --> 00:40:48,029 - Mom, stop. 878 00:40:48,030 --> 00:40:49,869 - You want to know this, too. 879 00:40:49,870 --> 00:40:52,229 You ought to know it for all of us. 880 00:40:52,230 --> 00:40:53,062 - What are you doing? 881 00:40:53,063 --> 00:40:55,549 - I'm sorry, I don't know what you want me to say. 882 00:40:55,550 --> 00:40:56,383 - Oh! 883 00:40:58,210 --> 00:40:59,699 - Mom. 884 00:40:59,700 --> 00:41:01,269 Mom! 885 00:41:01,270 --> 00:41:02,103 - What? 886 00:41:04,103 --> 00:41:04,935 - What are you doing? 887 00:41:04,936 --> 00:41:07,919 - You cannot keep doing this, Erica. 888 00:41:07,920 --> 00:41:08,909 - Doing what? 889 00:41:08,910 --> 00:41:11,639 - You're lying, you're lying to me. 890 00:41:11,640 --> 00:41:13,449 You're lying to your father. 891 00:41:13,450 --> 00:41:15,553 You're lying to yourself. 892 00:41:17,499 --> 00:41:18,999 Stop it. 893 00:41:21,593 --> 00:41:23,843 - They don't know, do they? 894 00:41:25,950 --> 00:41:27,623 Alex doesn't know. 895 00:41:43,200 --> 00:41:44,033 Erica. 896 00:41:45,020 --> 00:41:46,279 Hey, Erica. 897 00:41:46,280 --> 00:41:49,189 The doctor thinks you should go back on Lexapro, okay? 898 00:41:49,190 --> 00:41:50,639 He's gonna start you off on a slow dose, 899 00:41:50,640 --> 00:41:51,783 10 milligrams a day. 900 00:41:52,943 --> 00:41:53,845 Okay? 901 00:41:53,846 --> 00:41:55,019 - Okay. 902 00:41:55,020 --> 00:41:56,619 - Come back if you have suicidal thoughts, 903 00:41:56,620 --> 00:41:58,773 increased suicidal thoughts, agitation. 904 00:42:00,160 --> 00:42:01,798 You know, numbness, tingling, anything like that, 905 00:42:01,799 --> 00:42:02,632 okay, hon? 906 00:42:03,587 --> 00:42:05,209 Here you go. 907 00:42:05,210 --> 00:42:06,410 Make sure you follow up. 908 00:42:19,370 --> 00:42:20,233 - So that's it? 909 00:42:21,330 --> 00:42:23,739 Rob, I just wanna get back to the hotel. 910 00:42:23,740 --> 00:42:24,879 I'm exhausted. 911 00:42:24,880 --> 00:42:26,809 But when are we gonna talk about it? 912 00:42:26,810 --> 00:42:29,506 I'm not in the mood, Robert. 913 00:42:29,507 --> 00:42:31,320 - It's just that every day for the last 914 00:42:32,400 --> 00:42:35,779 six years, I come home and see that look on her face. 915 00:42:35,780 --> 00:42:36,780 What look? 916 00:42:38,770 --> 00:42:40,639 - The one that says her mother doesn't give a fuck 917 00:42:40,640 --> 00:42:42,109 about her. 918 00:42:42,110 --> 00:42:45,319 I don't care, I don't care? 919 00:42:45,320 --> 00:42:46,152 I have-- 920 00:42:46,153 --> 00:42:47,441 - All right, I didn't mean that. 921 00:42:47,442 --> 00:42:51,873 It's just that she's reaching out to you. 922 00:42:52,986 --> 00:42:56,969 And so I'm supposed to baby her 24 seven? 923 00:42:56,970 --> 00:43:00,429 - Well, yeah, it wouldn't hurt if you tried. 924 00:43:00,430 --> 00:43:02,999 - When we get back to the hotel, I'm getting my own room. 925 00:43:03,000 --> 00:43:04,293 - Come on, really? 926 00:43:06,020 --> 00:43:07,093 Fuck me. 927 00:43:12,170 --> 00:43:13,549 - Hey, Dad. 928 00:43:13,550 --> 00:43:14,500 Hey, kiddo. 929 00:43:16,885 --> 00:43:18,129 - What are you doing here? 930 00:43:18,130 --> 00:43:22,069 - Well, I ran into Bianca downstairs. 931 00:43:22,070 --> 00:43:24,999 She said you were asleep so she didn't wanna wake you up, 932 00:43:25,000 --> 00:43:26,663 so I came up on my own. 933 00:43:28,930 --> 00:43:29,979 - Where's Mom? 934 00:43:29,980 --> 00:43:31,233 - Oh, you know your mom. 935 00:43:32,140 --> 00:43:34,479 Brings all of her business form work 936 00:43:34,480 --> 00:43:36,180 to wherever she goes in the world. 937 00:43:37,600 --> 00:43:42,459 Oh, Bianca texted me about an email to you 938 00:43:42,460 --> 00:43:44,199 or something. 939 00:43:44,200 --> 00:43:46,450 - Check my email? - Yes, it should be there. 940 00:43:48,574 --> 00:43:49,889 Okay. 941 00:43:49,890 --> 00:43:52,679 - She didn't want me to read it. 942 00:43:52,680 --> 00:43:54,729 She said it was just between the two of you, 943 00:43:54,730 --> 00:43:56,583 so is that good? 944 00:43:58,210 --> 00:43:59,360 It's awesome. 945 00:44:01,050 --> 00:44:02,329 - You know, baby, they care about you. 946 00:44:02,330 --> 00:44:03,698 They really do. 947 00:44:03,699 --> 00:44:05,332 - Yeah, I know. 948 00:44:05,333 --> 00:44:06,166 I just, 949 00:44:08,527 --> 00:44:10,973 I haven't told them anything, Dad. 950 00:44:13,918 --> 00:44:15,493 And this project, I just, 951 00:44:17,880 --> 00:44:19,930 I just wanna be able to finish something. 952 00:44:22,466 --> 00:44:23,679 I don't wanna screw this up. 953 00:44:23,680 --> 00:44:25,030 - Why would you think that? 954 00:44:26,480 --> 00:44:29,233 - Sometimes I just feel like I'm such a liar. 955 00:44:32,540 --> 00:44:33,487 And, uh, 956 00:44:36,900 --> 00:44:39,139 we both know how it went over last time 957 00:44:39,140 --> 00:44:44,076 when I told you and Mom what happened. 958 00:44:44,077 --> 00:44:45,777 - Well be patient, you'll be fine, 959 00:44:47,123 --> 00:44:47,956 be all right. 960 00:44:49,040 --> 00:44:49,930 - Thanks, Dad. 961 00:44:51,990 --> 00:44:53,469 - Okay, it's noon. 962 00:44:53,470 --> 00:44:54,769 Either breakfast, lunch, or dinner. 963 00:44:54,770 --> 00:44:56,439 You've been asleep a long time, I think. 964 00:44:56,440 --> 00:44:58,379 - I think all three sounds good. 965 00:44:58,380 --> 00:45:00,439 - Let's go find a place that serves them all. 966 00:45:00,440 --> 00:45:01,956 I'll wait out front, okay? 967 00:45:01,957 --> 00:45:02,789 Okay, Dad. 968 00:45:02,790 --> 00:45:04,290 All right. 969 00:45:07,648 --> 00:45:10,315 Okay. 970 00:45:15,910 --> 00:45:17,219 - I wanted to show this to you earlier, 971 00:45:17,220 --> 00:45:21,643 but it never seemed like a good time, 972 00:45:23,533 --> 00:45:25,609 like the right time. 973 00:45:25,610 --> 00:45:26,443 - Thank you. 974 00:45:30,444 --> 00:45:32,694 - I started looking up random quotes one day, 975 00:45:33,930 --> 00:45:35,830 ones that deal with grief and healing. 976 00:45:40,143 --> 00:45:42,393 I started doing it the day, 977 00:45:45,780 --> 00:45:48,543 the day they told us she was never gonna get any better. 978 00:45:50,376 --> 00:45:51,876 - She's beautiful. 979 00:45:54,000 --> 00:45:55,539 - Remember when I said I was taking some time 980 00:45:55,540 --> 00:45:56,477 off of school? 981 00:46:00,118 --> 00:46:01,649 I didn't wanna remember her like that, 982 00:46:01,650 --> 00:46:05,323 but it's reality. 983 00:46:07,700 --> 00:46:09,087 Hers and my own. 984 00:46:12,460 --> 00:46:14,063 She never stopped smiling, 985 00:46:16,160 --> 00:46:18,010 even when it was time to say goodbye. 986 00:46:19,024 --> 00:46:21,727 - Alex, 987 00:46:21,728 --> 00:46:22,811 I'm so sorry. 988 00:46:24,680 --> 00:46:26,039 - The attacks come and go, 989 00:46:26,040 --> 00:46:29,023 but they're manageable. 990 00:46:32,103 --> 00:46:33,843 It's just really fucked up, 991 00:46:35,148 --> 00:46:37,399 how the worst moments in life become that extra push 992 00:46:37,400 --> 00:46:38,773 to pursue something bigger. 993 00:46:42,470 --> 00:46:44,079 - Columbia. 994 00:46:44,080 --> 00:46:48,933 That's why you and Bianca lived in New York. 995 00:46:51,260 --> 00:46:52,610 - My mom's an alumni there. 996 00:46:54,530 --> 00:46:55,793 She was an alto singer. 997 00:46:58,660 --> 00:47:00,903 She used to sing to me every night as a kid. 998 00:47:03,490 --> 00:47:04,400 Bianca, too. 999 00:47:08,610 --> 00:47:11,320 - She sounds like an amazing woman. 1000 00:47:13,330 --> 00:47:14,163 - Yeah. 1001 00:47:15,960 --> 00:47:16,873 She's amazing. 1002 00:47:18,950 --> 00:47:20,699 She used to call herself an ordinary woman, 1003 00:47:20,700 --> 00:47:24,553 but I always saw so much more than that. 1004 00:47:26,530 --> 00:47:28,029 To me, she was an ordinary woman 1005 00:47:28,030 --> 00:47:30,459 who wanted nothing but happiness 1006 00:47:30,460 --> 00:47:31,460 for those she loved. 1007 00:47:33,360 --> 00:47:35,153 She had an extraordinary heart. 1008 00:47:37,040 --> 00:47:39,390 She would have really, really liked you, Erica. 1009 00:47:42,720 --> 00:47:45,220 - I know I would've really, really liked her, too. 1010 00:47:49,650 --> 00:47:52,800 Moms, can't live without them. 1011 00:47:54,028 --> 00:47:56,488 They're always looking out for us. 1012 00:47:56,489 --> 00:47:57,322 - Yeah. 1013 00:48:00,687 --> 00:48:01,944 Okay? 1014 00:48:01,945 --> 00:48:02,778 - Yeah. 1015 00:48:04,362 --> 00:48:06,626 - Let me take you out after work. 1016 00:48:06,627 --> 00:48:09,877 We still haven't had a real first date. 1017 00:48:14,273 --> 00:48:16,143 - Okay, yeah. 1018 00:48:16,144 --> 00:48:17,485 - That's a yeah? 1019 00:48:17,486 --> 00:48:18,319 - Yeah. 1020 00:48:19,880 --> 00:48:23,308 - God, the suspense is killing me. 1021 00:48:23,309 --> 00:48:24,418 - Yeah. 1022 00:49:36,659 --> 00:49:38,468 I really gotta go. 1023 00:49:38,469 --> 00:49:40,886 I don't want you to. 1024 00:49:45,987 --> 00:49:48,424 - I know, I just have so much work to do. 1025 00:49:48,425 --> 00:49:49,258 I'm sorry. 1026 00:49:51,926 --> 00:49:53,563 - Can I give you something before you leave? 1027 00:49:54,730 --> 00:49:55,563 - Maybe. 1028 00:50:01,170 --> 00:50:02,639 Alex. 1029 00:50:02,640 --> 00:50:03,473 - Just take it. 1030 00:50:04,500 --> 00:50:07,379 Go through it and pick out the ones you like. 1031 00:50:07,380 --> 00:50:10,049 Besides, it'll give me an excuse to see you 1032 00:50:10,050 --> 00:50:11,533 sooner than later. 1033 00:50:12,865 --> 00:50:13,865 - Thank you. 1034 00:50:18,162 --> 00:50:18,995 Thank you. 1035 00:50:22,065 --> 00:50:23,200 See you later. 1036 00:50:23,201 --> 00:50:24,033 Bye. 1037 00:50:24,034 --> 00:50:24,867 - Bye. 1038 00:50:31,700 --> 00:50:33,050 Well, that was fun. 1039 00:50:34,585 --> 00:50:36,704 - Very nice. - I like the set-up. 1040 00:50:36,705 --> 00:50:37,659 It's been fun. 1041 00:50:37,660 --> 00:50:40,069 - It's really warm here. 1042 00:50:40,070 --> 00:50:41,031 - All right, do well. 1043 00:50:41,032 --> 00:50:42,357 - Thanks, Daddy. - Looks great. 1044 00:50:42,358 --> 00:50:43,909 Thank you for the weekend. 1045 00:50:43,910 --> 00:50:44,829 Thanks, Mom. 1046 00:50:44,830 --> 00:50:46,229 - Study hard, dear. 1047 00:50:46,230 --> 00:50:47,080 I will. 1048 00:50:49,458 --> 00:50:50,903 Anything else? 1049 00:50:50,904 --> 00:50:52,268 No. 1050 00:50:52,269 --> 00:50:53,533 - Oh, God. 1051 00:50:54,597 --> 00:50:55,569 I can't do this. 1052 00:50:55,570 --> 00:50:56,403 - Robert! 1053 00:50:57,240 --> 00:50:59,019 - What, what's going on? 1054 00:50:59,020 --> 00:51:00,459 - Nothing's going on. 1055 00:51:00,460 --> 00:51:03,089 Besides, we'll be back here in a week or two anyway. 1056 00:51:03,090 --> 00:51:03,969 What? 1057 00:51:03,970 --> 00:51:05,423 - I was gonna tell you, 1058 00:51:06,320 --> 00:51:09,343 preferably by phone, but, at this point, I don't know. 1059 00:51:10,560 --> 00:51:13,339 - The firm has decided to open a branch 1060 00:51:13,340 --> 00:51:14,719 in Laguna Niguel. 1061 00:51:14,720 --> 00:51:16,569 They're interested in having me run it. 1062 00:51:16,570 --> 00:51:17,589 What? 1063 00:51:17,590 --> 00:51:19,943 - We've been looking at houses. 1064 00:51:21,660 --> 00:51:24,149 - This is about Alex, isn't it? 1065 00:51:24,150 --> 00:51:26,569 - We better get going, we're going to miss our flight. 1066 00:51:26,570 --> 00:51:27,989 - Really? 1067 00:51:27,990 --> 00:51:30,199 And you knew about this, Dad? 1068 00:51:30,200 --> 00:51:31,613 - Erica, just, goddamn it. 1069 00:51:34,910 --> 00:51:36,003 - Have a safe flight. 1070 00:51:37,454 --> 00:51:38,612 God. 1071 00:51:38,613 --> 00:51:40,269 - Why can't we all just be friends? 1072 00:51:40,270 --> 00:51:41,670 Ask her! 1073 00:51:43,273 --> 00:51:45,690 Are you kidding me? 1074 00:51:47,500 --> 00:51:49,819 - Erica, you're not looking at the positives. 1075 00:51:49,820 --> 00:51:51,799 You're finally out on your own, 1076 00:51:51,800 --> 00:51:52,849 among more of your peers. 1077 00:51:52,850 --> 00:51:55,979 I mean, you have to realize how big of a deal that is. 1078 00:51:55,980 --> 00:51:58,039 - Why is she doing this now? 1079 00:51:58,040 --> 00:51:59,890 - Well, your mom probably misses you. 1080 00:52:01,429 --> 00:52:03,929 The long distance is probably sinking in with her. 1081 00:52:04,876 --> 00:52:06,789 And the community college was closer her way 1082 00:52:06,790 --> 00:52:08,053 back home in New York. 1083 00:52:09,120 --> 00:52:10,783 - Things are moving really fast here. 1084 00:52:15,085 --> 00:52:16,999 I just gotta stay focused, you know? 1085 00:52:17,000 --> 00:52:18,459 The deadline is coming up next month, 1086 00:52:18,460 --> 00:52:19,300 and I... 1087 00:52:22,640 --> 00:52:23,640 Erica? 1088 00:52:25,860 --> 00:52:27,783 - I just wish they knew sometimes. 1089 00:52:30,530 --> 00:52:32,996 - Erica, remember what I told you. 1090 00:52:32,997 --> 00:52:35,103 There are no prerequisites. 1091 00:52:38,940 --> 00:52:40,876 Erica, you sound exhausted, are you getting, 1092 00:52:40,877 --> 00:52:42,879 are you getting enough rest? 1093 00:52:42,880 --> 00:52:43,779 - I'm fine. 1094 00:52:43,780 --> 00:52:46,279 The doctor said I can continue with my normal routine, 1095 00:52:46,280 --> 00:52:48,709 as is, as long as the attacks weren't severe. 1096 00:52:48,710 --> 00:52:50,989 - Wait, wait, wait, wait, doctor? 1097 00:52:50,990 --> 00:52:53,629 - Um, I had one attack. 1098 00:52:53,630 --> 00:52:55,839 But, seriously, it was just one. 1099 00:52:55,840 --> 00:52:58,579 They sent me home and said everything's gonna be fine. 1100 00:52:58,580 --> 00:53:00,480 - Erica, how are you feeling mentally? 1101 00:53:04,080 --> 00:53:05,669 Erica? 1102 00:53:05,670 --> 00:53:06,579 - Gotta go. 1103 00:53:06,580 --> 00:53:07,699 - Erica! - I got it. 1104 00:53:07,700 --> 00:53:09,333 Okay, I gotta go. - Erica! 1105 00:53:11,707 --> 00:53:12,540 - Shit! 1106 00:53:28,571 --> 00:53:29,913 Hey, girl. 1107 00:53:29,914 --> 00:53:30,747 - Hey. 1108 00:53:32,070 --> 00:53:34,105 How was your weekend? 1109 00:53:34,106 --> 00:53:35,318 - Good, how was yours? 1110 00:53:35,319 --> 00:53:36,978 - It was okay. 1111 00:53:36,979 --> 00:53:39,396 - Erica and Bianca, progress? 1112 00:53:41,200 --> 00:53:42,032 Erica. 1113 00:53:45,870 --> 00:53:46,703 Erica. 1114 00:53:47,757 --> 00:53:49,228 - What? 1115 00:53:49,229 --> 00:53:50,112 - Progress? 1116 00:53:55,425 --> 00:53:56,425 - It's good. 1117 00:53:58,811 --> 00:53:59,728 We're good. 1118 00:54:00,650 --> 00:54:02,689 - Dude, come on, don't even worry about it. 1119 00:54:02,690 --> 00:54:04,189 Half the kids in there don't know what the hell 1120 00:54:04,190 --> 00:54:05,239 they're doing, you're fine. 1121 00:54:05,240 --> 00:54:07,149 You're like white wine, baby. 1122 00:54:07,150 --> 00:54:09,409 - I just blanked out, and, like, everyone 1123 00:54:09,410 --> 00:54:10,242 was staring at me. 1124 00:54:10,243 --> 00:54:11,553 I feel like such an idiot. 1125 00:54:12,542 --> 00:54:13,714 - Are you working today? 1126 00:54:13,715 --> 00:54:14,693 No. 1127 00:54:16,260 --> 00:54:18,039 I think I'm just gonna go home and get some sleep. 1128 00:54:18,040 --> 00:54:19,489 I'm so tired. 1129 00:54:19,490 --> 00:54:21,263 It's 4:30 in the afternoon. 1130 00:54:22,720 --> 00:54:23,609 - Yeah, but-- 1131 00:54:23,610 --> 00:54:24,442 - Yeah, no but nothing. 1132 00:54:24,443 --> 00:54:25,769 Nope, nope! 1133 00:54:25,770 --> 00:54:27,059 Thanks, Ricky. 1134 00:54:27,060 --> 00:54:28,352 - Any time, baby girl. 1135 00:54:34,964 --> 00:54:35,869 And where's my little prince? 1136 00:54:35,870 --> 00:54:38,863 - Uh, I don't know, where is our third wheel, Erica? 1137 00:54:39,970 --> 00:54:40,803 - I don't know. 1138 00:54:41,680 --> 00:54:44,352 - Wrestling in the sheets and fucking? 1139 00:54:44,353 --> 00:54:46,300 Ricky! 1140 00:54:47,700 --> 00:54:49,309 - Ricky, what are you doing? 1141 00:54:49,310 --> 00:54:50,789 Let me just get this, sorry. 1142 00:54:50,790 --> 00:54:52,319 - Ladies. - You need to go. 1143 00:54:52,320 --> 00:54:53,659 - I'll be back with the second round, ladies. 1144 00:54:53,660 --> 00:54:54,769 Toodles. - Uh, no you won't. 1145 00:54:54,770 --> 00:54:55,839 You're gonna be back with better pants. 1146 00:54:55,840 --> 00:54:57,913 Actually, black pants like you're supposed to. 1147 00:54:59,250 --> 00:55:01,079 I'm sorry, that's my cousin. 1148 00:55:01,080 --> 00:55:02,369 He likes to think he's gayer than everybody. 1149 00:55:02,370 --> 00:55:03,202 - It's all good. - What do you need? 1150 00:55:03,203 --> 00:55:04,829 - Baby, we love the gays, we good. 1151 00:55:04,830 --> 00:55:05,955 It's all good. 1152 00:55:05,956 --> 00:55:07,258 - Let me get you something else, okay? 1153 00:55:07,259 --> 00:55:08,913 Thank you. 1154 00:55:08,914 --> 00:55:11,318 I knew it. - What just happened? 1155 00:55:11,319 --> 00:55:12,151 I don't know. 1156 00:55:13,320 --> 00:55:14,152 Okay. - Gosh. 1157 00:55:14,153 --> 00:55:15,480 - Whatever! 1158 00:55:15,481 --> 00:55:16,865 You know what we should play? 1159 00:55:16,866 --> 00:55:17,698 What? 1160 00:55:17,699 --> 00:55:18,842 - Never have I ever. 1161 00:55:18,843 --> 00:55:20,540 - Oh, man, that's-- - Come on! 1162 00:55:20,541 --> 00:55:21,489 - I don't know. - I'll go first. 1163 00:55:21,490 --> 00:55:24,594 - Never have I ever taken it up the ass. 1164 00:55:24,595 --> 00:55:25,815 - Bianca! 1165 00:55:27,239 --> 00:55:29,459 So good, oh come on, stop getting your panties in a bunch. 1166 00:55:29,460 --> 00:55:30,685 Your turn, go on. 1167 00:55:30,686 --> 00:55:32,490 Come on! 1168 00:55:32,491 --> 00:55:33,323 Come on. 1169 00:55:33,324 --> 00:55:35,669 - Oh, okay, well, I don't know how I'd top that. 1170 00:55:35,670 --> 00:55:37,802 Never have I ever-- 1171 00:55:37,803 --> 00:55:38,973 - Been in a threesome. 1172 00:55:41,178 --> 00:55:42,076 - What? 1173 00:55:42,077 --> 00:55:43,249 - What, I was just checking. 1174 00:55:43,250 --> 00:55:44,119 I've never had one, either. 1175 00:55:44,120 --> 00:55:45,039 It's all good. 1176 00:55:45,040 --> 00:55:46,706 But, anyway, I was gonna ask you, 1177 00:55:46,707 --> 00:55:47,839 how was high school for you? 1178 00:55:47,840 --> 00:55:48,690 I've never asked. 1179 00:55:49,874 --> 00:55:50,957 - I, I, shit. 1180 00:55:53,276 --> 00:55:54,162 Bianca, I don't actually honestly know 1181 00:55:54,163 --> 00:55:56,139 because I was not in high school 1182 00:55:56,140 --> 00:55:57,609 except for my freshman year. 1183 00:55:57,610 --> 00:55:58,442 - But you know what? 1184 00:55:58,443 --> 00:55:59,619 Honestly, you didn't miss anything. 1185 00:55:59,620 --> 00:56:01,723 It was kinda bullshit anyway. 1186 00:56:02,800 --> 00:56:05,617 But, onto better things. 1187 00:56:05,618 --> 00:56:07,811 You know what we should do? 1188 00:56:07,812 --> 00:56:08,876 We should sing a duet. 1189 00:56:08,877 --> 00:56:10,347 You haven't sung a duet with me. 1190 00:56:10,348 --> 00:56:12,256 - No, oh no, no, no. 1191 00:56:12,257 --> 00:56:13,309 - Sing with me! 1192 00:56:13,310 --> 00:56:15,339 Come on, sing with me! 1193 00:56:15,340 --> 00:56:17,024 Yeah, you better drink it. 1194 00:56:17,025 --> 00:56:19,357 Please, please, please, please, please, see me? 1195 00:56:19,358 --> 00:56:20,190 - Okay. 1196 00:56:20,191 --> 00:56:21,274 Okay, Bianca. 1197 00:56:22,248 --> 00:56:25,131 - We're singing, bitches! 1198 00:57:18,886 --> 00:57:19,718 All right, you two, 1199 00:57:19,719 --> 00:57:21,008 I'm gonna have to cut you off, okay? 1200 00:57:21,009 --> 00:57:23,756 - Okay. - Okay, I'm sorry. 1201 00:57:23,757 --> 00:57:25,857 - You really, I really need to cut you off. 1202 00:57:25,858 --> 00:57:27,666 Yeah, we know, we know. 1203 00:57:27,667 --> 00:57:28,500 - I'm good. 1204 00:57:29,390 --> 00:57:30,359 Oh, hey. 1205 00:57:30,360 --> 00:57:31,949 - Hey. - Hey. 1206 00:57:31,950 --> 00:57:34,450 - You are sexy cool. 1207 00:57:34,451 --> 00:57:35,509 - I'm sexy cool? 1208 00:57:35,510 --> 00:57:36,519 Yeah, you are. 1209 00:57:36,520 --> 00:57:37,352 - I like that. 1210 00:57:37,353 --> 00:57:38,689 - Welcome to the Rock Star Club. 1211 00:57:38,690 --> 00:57:39,699 - Club? 1212 00:57:39,700 --> 00:57:41,230 I'm a part of an actual club? 1213 00:57:41,231 --> 00:57:43,739 Yeah you are! 1214 00:57:43,740 --> 00:57:48,327 - Wait, it's not some weird sex cult or anything, right? 1215 00:57:49,360 --> 00:57:50,360 - Alexander! 1216 00:57:51,724 --> 00:57:53,839 - Someone's drunk, all right, all right. 1217 00:57:53,840 --> 00:57:56,013 Hey, what happened to the green apple martinis? 1218 00:57:57,415 --> 00:57:58,498 What is this? 1219 00:58:00,733 --> 00:58:01,816 Oh, you guys. 1220 00:58:03,290 --> 00:58:05,699 It's some like Cosmo whatever. 1221 00:58:05,700 --> 00:58:07,833 - You're still the apple of my eye. 1222 00:58:10,962 --> 00:58:12,609 - Oh. - Okay! 1223 00:58:12,610 --> 00:58:14,849 Help me wipe, I gotta pee. 1224 00:58:14,850 --> 00:58:15,682 Come on. 1225 00:58:23,988 --> 00:58:24,849 - It's even better than this, 1226 00:58:24,850 --> 00:58:26,427 which is saying a lot. 1227 00:58:27,680 --> 00:58:29,579 - You found the straw, and you found 1228 00:58:29,580 --> 00:58:31,444 the bottom of your drink. 1229 00:58:31,445 --> 00:58:32,367 - Uh oh. 1230 00:58:32,368 --> 00:58:34,346 - Can we get you another one? 1231 00:58:39,550 --> 00:58:41,639 I don't know how you and Bianca drink this crap, 1232 00:58:41,640 --> 00:58:46,109 but here I am, drinking a watermelon Cosmo 1233 00:58:46,110 --> 00:58:49,296 foo-foo thing, I don't know. 1234 00:58:49,297 --> 00:58:50,964 - It's so damn good. 1235 00:58:53,370 --> 00:58:54,793 I want some, too. 1236 00:59:01,120 --> 00:59:02,370 You wanna get outta here? 1237 00:59:04,244 --> 00:59:05,216 - Yeah. 1238 00:59:05,217 --> 00:59:06,550 - Mm hmm. - I do. 1239 00:59:07,528 --> 00:59:12,528 But we gotta grab Bianca. 1240 00:59:13,272 --> 00:59:14,105 - Okay. 1241 00:59:18,356 --> 00:59:23,356 - After you, lady. 1242 00:59:23,880 --> 00:59:27,363 - If you're not gonna drink it, I might as well. 1243 00:59:27,364 --> 00:59:29,171 Okay. - Hey, B. 1244 00:59:29,172 --> 00:59:30,222 Bianca. 1245 00:59:30,223 --> 00:59:31,055 - What? 1246 00:59:31,056 --> 00:59:33,703 - God, that freaking chick loves to shake her ass. 1247 00:59:34,588 --> 00:59:38,109 - Guys, look at my butt, look! 1248 00:59:38,110 --> 00:59:40,806 You wanna look at it, right? 1249 00:59:40,807 --> 00:59:41,640 Guys! 1250 00:59:43,913 --> 00:59:46,149 Ooh, I love you guys. 1251 00:59:46,150 --> 00:59:47,203 I love you, brother. 1252 00:59:48,135 --> 00:59:48,968 I love you. 1253 00:59:49,962 --> 00:59:51,452 - Okay, drunky. 1254 00:59:51,453 --> 00:59:54,429 - What, I'm not drunk, hon. 1255 00:59:54,430 --> 00:59:55,262 - Right. 1256 00:59:55,263 --> 00:59:57,389 And Paige from Degrassi's out, right? 1257 00:59:57,390 --> 01:00:00,227 - Oh, Drake, why did they have to kill 1258 01:00:00,228 --> 01:00:01,060 Jimmy? - She loves that show. 1259 01:00:01,061 --> 01:00:02,939 - Jimmy was in a wheelchair. 1260 01:00:02,940 --> 01:00:04,443 Why'd they have to kill Jimmy? 1261 01:00:05,298 --> 01:00:06,200 - It's awful. 1262 01:00:06,201 --> 01:00:07,033 - I know. 1263 01:00:07,034 --> 01:00:08,076 - Okay, B. 1264 01:00:09,180 --> 01:00:10,530 You must be exhausted, huh? 1265 01:00:11,540 --> 01:00:12,650 - Yeah. 1266 01:00:12,651 --> 01:00:13,697 I should go to bed. 1267 01:00:13,698 --> 01:00:15,021 I'm gonna go to bed. 1268 01:00:15,022 --> 01:00:17,371 Okay, I got this, I got this, I'm coming. 1269 01:00:17,372 --> 01:00:18,469 - I should probably help her. 1270 01:00:18,470 --> 01:00:19,302 No! 1271 01:00:19,303 --> 01:00:20,135 Yeah. 1272 01:00:20,136 --> 01:00:21,769 Stay, I got this. 1273 01:00:21,770 --> 01:00:22,603 I got it. 1274 01:00:23,440 --> 01:00:24,819 - Clearly. 1275 01:00:24,820 --> 01:00:25,969 Yeah, 1276 01:00:25,970 --> 01:00:27,493 Okay, B. - Don't do anything 1277 01:00:27,494 --> 01:00:32,494 I wouldn't do. 1278 01:00:32,820 --> 01:00:35,823 - Sorry about that, she's a little nutso. 1279 01:00:36,693 --> 01:00:37,579 - It's okay. 1280 01:00:37,580 --> 01:00:38,502 It's okay. 1281 01:00:38,503 --> 01:00:39,753 - It's kinda funny crazy. 1282 01:00:41,880 --> 01:00:46,880 Well, um, I should probably get going, huh? 1283 01:00:47,324 --> 01:00:48,157 - Oh. 1284 01:00:49,129 --> 01:00:50,302 Yeah. 1285 01:00:50,303 --> 01:00:51,581 Can I walk you home? 1286 01:00:51,582 --> 01:00:53,560 Mm hmm. 1287 01:00:53,561 --> 01:00:54,394 - Yeah? 1288 01:00:55,303 --> 01:00:56,136 - Yeah. 1289 01:00:57,970 --> 01:01:00,387 Yeah, we should probably, um. 1290 01:01:13,351 --> 01:01:14,184 Oh. 1291 01:01:15,677 --> 01:01:16,509 - Are you okay? 1292 01:01:16,510 --> 01:01:17,719 - Yeah, sorry. 1293 01:01:17,720 --> 01:01:19,119 - Did I do something wrong? 1294 01:01:19,120 --> 01:01:19,953 - No. 1295 01:01:21,147 --> 01:01:21,979 You're fine. 1296 01:01:30,768 --> 01:01:32,549 I'm sorry. 1297 01:01:32,550 --> 01:01:34,902 I, I have to go. 1298 01:01:34,903 --> 01:01:36,100 What? 1299 01:01:36,101 --> 01:01:37,473 Okay. - I'm so sorry. 1300 01:01:39,380 --> 01:01:40,403 I gotta go. 1301 01:01:42,330 --> 01:01:43,719 I'll call you. 1302 01:01:43,720 --> 01:01:45,163 I have to, oh, shit. 1303 01:01:46,930 --> 01:01:48,003 I'll call you, okay? 1304 01:01:49,204 --> 01:01:50,382 - Right. 1305 01:02:01,760 --> 01:02:04,279 What did I do wrong, did I do something wrong? 1306 01:02:04,280 --> 01:02:06,999 - No, you didn't do anything wrong, you didn't do anything. 1307 01:02:07,000 --> 01:02:09,356 I just wish she would talk to me. 1308 01:02:09,357 --> 01:02:11,229 - Alex, you need to get out of your head. 1309 01:02:11,230 --> 01:02:12,062 It's not all about you. 1310 01:02:12,063 --> 01:02:13,899 Like, she's probably having some family issues. 1311 01:02:13,900 --> 01:02:15,739 I mean, Cathy's her mom, come on, 1312 01:02:15,740 --> 01:02:17,479 that bitch is crazy. 1313 01:02:17,480 --> 01:02:18,906 Oh God, B, I'm kinda freaking out. 1314 01:02:18,907 --> 01:02:20,929 - No, no, no, no, no, no, no, baby. 1315 01:02:20,930 --> 01:02:22,629 Listen, breathe, it's okay. 1316 01:02:22,630 --> 01:02:24,219 Alex, it's okay. 1317 01:02:24,220 --> 01:02:26,154 Alex, just breathe, come here. 1318 01:02:26,155 --> 01:02:28,670 I got you, just breathe, in through your nose. 1319 01:02:28,671 --> 01:02:31,216 There you go, just breathe. 1320 01:02:31,217 --> 01:02:33,839 You're gonna be fine, just breathe. 1321 01:02:33,840 --> 01:02:35,474 Come here, come here, come here. 1322 01:02:35,475 --> 01:02:40,135 Come here, just breathe, in through your nose. 1323 01:02:43,944 --> 01:02:44,997 It's all good. 1324 01:02:49,774 --> 01:02:50,607 - God! 1325 01:03:06,463 --> 01:03:11,463 ♪ I fell asleep in a snowbank ♪ 1326 01:03:12,282 --> 01:03:17,282 ♪ That night you pulled me out alive ♪ 1327 01:03:18,357 --> 01:03:22,190 ♪ I feel asleep in a snowbank ♪ 1328 01:03:25,139 --> 01:03:25,971 - Erica! 1329 01:03:25,972 --> 01:03:29,886 ♪ You pulled me out alive ♪ 1330 01:03:31,256 --> 01:03:33,673 Come on, girl, open the door. 1331 01:03:37,622 --> 01:03:40,309 ♪ You believe it anymore ♪ 1332 01:03:40,310 --> 01:03:41,660 Went straight to voicemail. 1333 01:03:43,970 --> 01:03:46,333 - Um, yeah, what are you doing here? 1334 01:03:47,210 --> 01:03:49,060 - You're making some progress, I see. 1335 01:03:50,590 --> 01:03:52,033 Uh, I got you these. 1336 01:03:55,930 --> 01:03:56,763 - Oh, wow. 1337 01:03:59,123 --> 01:04:01,603 I actually finished it this morning. 1338 01:04:01,604 --> 01:04:02,436 Oh. 1339 01:04:02,437 --> 01:04:03,479 - I had a couple of rough drafts 1340 01:04:03,480 --> 01:04:06,679 but last night I got inspired. 1341 01:04:06,680 --> 01:04:08,437 So, I figured I'll bring it to you. 1342 01:04:11,909 --> 01:04:13,826 That's great. 1343 01:04:16,890 --> 01:04:18,190 - How can I help you? 1344 01:04:19,600 --> 01:04:21,050 - I have a lot of work to do. 1345 01:04:22,472 --> 01:04:26,569 ♪ That night you pulled me out alive ♪ 1346 01:04:26,570 --> 01:04:28,903 - Newman's class is your only class, isn't it? 1347 01:04:31,050 --> 01:04:32,750 All your other classes are online? 1348 01:04:36,040 --> 01:04:38,339 You know, they tell me distractions are good. 1349 01:04:38,340 --> 01:04:41,429 Mine is writing, and I know yours is photography, 1350 01:04:41,430 --> 01:04:42,789 but what I'm trying to figure out is, 1351 01:04:42,790 --> 01:04:44,129 what do you need distractions from? 1352 01:04:44,130 --> 01:04:46,439 - You know what, I really don't need you 1353 01:04:46,440 --> 01:04:48,043 to play my therapist right now. 1354 01:04:48,940 --> 01:04:50,389 - The fuck? - Thanks. 1355 01:04:50,390 --> 01:04:51,969 - Erica, you know this hard for me, too. 1356 01:04:51,970 --> 01:04:53,259 This isn't easy. 1357 01:04:53,260 --> 01:04:55,219 I try not to press you because I don't wanna stress you out, 1358 01:04:55,220 --> 01:04:56,749 but whatever it is that you're going through, baby, 1359 01:04:56,750 --> 01:04:57,649 I wanna help you. 1360 01:04:57,650 --> 01:04:58,749 - Stop it. 1361 01:04:58,750 --> 01:04:59,969 Don't do that. 1362 01:04:59,970 --> 01:05:01,089 And so does Alex. 1363 01:05:01,090 --> 01:05:02,479 - Don't. 1364 01:05:02,480 --> 01:05:03,570 You guys have done 1365 01:05:05,080 --> 01:05:06,033 more than you know. 1366 01:05:07,020 --> 01:05:09,549 Erica, what's up with your hand? 1367 01:05:09,550 --> 01:05:10,383 - Nothing. 1368 01:05:12,290 --> 01:05:13,122 Erica. 1369 01:05:13,123 --> 01:05:13,955 - Stop. 1370 01:05:13,956 --> 01:05:15,109 - Erica, let me just help you, baby. 1371 01:05:15,110 --> 01:05:15,942 What is going on 1372 01:05:15,943 --> 01:05:17,153 with you? - Can you leave? 1373 01:05:18,170 --> 01:05:19,002 I need you to go. 1374 01:05:19,003 --> 01:05:20,899 - Baby, I just wanna help you, what's wrong? 1375 01:05:20,900 --> 01:05:21,909 I just want-- - I get it that you're 1376 01:05:21,910 --> 01:05:24,386 little Miss Perfect, but some of us 1377 01:05:24,387 --> 01:05:28,519 are not so, are not so with it, 1378 01:05:28,520 --> 01:05:31,219 and things that might seem simple to you like this 1379 01:05:31,220 --> 01:05:34,199 are actually a big deal, and I can't finish this 1380 01:05:34,200 --> 01:05:36,889 in a short amount of time unless I focus. 1381 01:05:36,890 --> 01:05:38,240 - Where's this coming from? 1382 01:05:39,900 --> 01:05:40,732 - Stop it. 1383 01:05:40,733 --> 01:05:41,639 - Is this about last night? 1384 01:05:41,640 --> 01:05:42,959 Cause Alex is really upset over what happened. 1385 01:05:42,960 --> 01:05:44,343 - I know, stop! 1386 01:05:45,870 --> 01:05:47,042 - Erica, let me just-- 1387 01:05:47,043 --> 01:05:49,499 - Bianca, you have been nothing but so nice to me, 1388 01:05:49,500 --> 01:05:50,969 and you're such a good person, 1389 01:05:50,970 --> 01:05:53,709 but you have no idea what you're getting into here. 1390 01:05:53,710 --> 01:05:54,999 I need you to go. 1391 01:05:55,000 --> 01:05:55,832 - Erica! 1392 01:05:55,833 --> 01:05:56,879 - Go! 1393 01:05:56,880 --> 01:05:59,142 Just leave me alone. 1394 01:06:10,032 --> 01:06:10,864 Erica. 1395 01:06:13,495 --> 01:06:14,409 Hi. 1396 01:06:14,410 --> 01:06:17,170 - I don't know what to do, just tell me what to do. 1397 01:06:17,171 --> 01:06:19,279 - Don't do anything. 1398 01:06:19,280 --> 01:06:20,509 - Just talk to me, 1399 01:06:20,510 --> 01:06:21,342 please. - I can't. 1400 01:06:21,343 --> 01:06:22,269 I can't talk to you. 1401 01:06:22,270 --> 01:06:23,102 - Why not? 1402 01:06:23,103 --> 01:06:24,132 - You don't even know. 1403 01:06:24,133 --> 01:06:27,489 You don't know anything about me. 1404 01:06:27,490 --> 01:06:28,323 Erica. 1405 01:06:29,899 --> 01:06:30,731 - What? 1406 01:06:30,732 --> 01:06:32,626 - Look at me. 1407 01:06:32,627 --> 01:06:33,544 I love you. 1408 01:06:34,837 --> 01:06:36,658 - Don't, don't do that. 1409 01:06:36,659 --> 01:06:37,491 - I love you. 1410 01:06:37,492 --> 01:06:39,433 Don't, I'm stupid. 1411 01:06:39,434 --> 01:06:40,659 Erica, I love you. 1412 01:06:40,660 --> 01:06:42,250 - Stop it, stop saying that. 1413 01:06:45,230 --> 01:06:48,357 I, uh, I don't feel the same way. 1414 01:06:50,065 --> 01:06:50,898 At all. 1415 01:06:52,497 --> 01:06:53,329 I don't. 1416 01:09:54,908 --> 01:09:56,491 We're disqualified. 1417 01:10:03,670 --> 01:10:06,309 Even if we turned it in today, 1418 01:10:06,310 --> 01:10:07,659 we both have to be there, 1419 01:10:07,660 --> 01:10:12,283 and I'm nowhere close to being finished with my part. 1420 01:10:14,560 --> 01:10:16,313 - You're disappointed with yourself. 1421 01:10:20,110 --> 01:10:20,943 - Yeah. 1422 01:10:24,570 --> 01:10:27,723 And I, I still can't, 1423 01:10:29,690 --> 01:10:32,693 I still can't open the box with pictures of him. 1424 01:10:34,510 --> 01:10:36,110 - Your collage from high school? 1425 01:10:37,730 --> 01:10:39,289 You took your first step the day you picked up 1426 01:10:39,290 --> 01:10:40,190 your camera again. 1427 01:10:41,460 --> 01:10:45,233 - Yeah, but I broke the one before that. 1428 01:10:48,930 --> 01:10:50,130 After what he did to me. 1429 01:10:54,150 --> 01:10:55,709 - You still feel obligated to pay them back, 1430 01:10:55,710 --> 01:10:58,159 your parents, for the camera? 1431 01:10:58,160 --> 01:10:59,293 - Yes. - Why? 1432 01:11:00,900 --> 01:11:03,643 - I've hurt them so much already. 1433 01:11:06,280 --> 01:11:10,133 And to be back on meds again, it's just, God. 1434 01:11:13,094 --> 01:11:15,220 - Your past or your present does not 1435 01:11:17,020 --> 01:11:20,723 make you less of a photographer, an artist, or human. 1436 01:11:25,809 --> 01:11:26,709 If it throws you off your schedule 1437 01:11:26,710 --> 01:11:27,542 and you're having an off day, 1438 01:11:27,543 --> 01:11:30,863 just chalk it up to an off day. 1439 01:11:31,930 --> 01:11:32,763 - Yeah. 1440 01:11:34,270 --> 01:11:36,003 One long off day. 1441 01:11:39,150 --> 01:11:41,689 I just, I don't want my whole life 1442 01:11:41,690 --> 01:11:42,690 to be about. 1443 01:11:46,473 --> 01:11:47,390 - Go ahead. 1444 01:11:58,700 --> 01:12:03,700 - It's not that I'm in love with him, at all. 1445 01:12:05,135 --> 01:12:07,130 I just feel this need to 1446 01:12:09,510 --> 01:12:11,493 include him in my life. 1447 01:12:16,460 --> 01:12:17,292 I don't know. 1448 01:12:17,293 --> 01:12:18,310 - Because he was your muse. 1449 01:12:24,922 --> 01:12:28,089 - A muse that took everything from me. 1450 01:12:31,540 --> 01:12:32,953 I didn't ask for this. 1451 01:12:39,740 --> 01:12:41,460 I don't understand. 1452 01:12:45,833 --> 01:12:48,573 Why are we so protective of our own pain? 1453 01:12:50,230 --> 01:12:52,369 - I suppose it has a lot to do with letting go 1454 01:12:52,370 --> 01:12:57,370 of that piece of ourselves, the inner child, 1455 01:12:57,610 --> 01:13:01,333 the fear it once held over our adult, present selves. 1456 01:13:04,470 --> 01:13:06,870 - That's why I've been ignoring Bianca and Alex. 1457 01:13:14,440 --> 01:13:16,090 I don't even know where to begin. 1458 01:13:18,803 --> 01:13:20,393 - It's okay to be scared. 1459 01:13:22,760 --> 01:13:23,860 Why, though? 1460 01:13:24,980 --> 01:13:26,893 - Because you care too much about them. 1461 01:13:28,460 --> 01:13:30,309 You think that because of who you are now, 1462 01:13:30,310 --> 01:13:32,219 because of what happened in your past, makes you toxic. 1463 01:13:32,220 --> 01:13:33,773 You're not toxic, Erica. 1464 01:13:37,672 --> 01:13:38,505 - I'm a failure. 1465 01:13:41,727 --> 01:13:42,977 I failed again. 1466 01:13:44,580 --> 01:13:46,979 - See, I see that as something entirely different. 1467 01:13:46,980 --> 01:13:51,749 Failure is when you simply stop, 1468 01:13:51,750 --> 01:13:54,563 not giving something a shot, or a second chance. 1469 01:13:59,620 --> 01:14:01,620 Now why can I see that and not yourself? 1470 01:14:07,034 --> 01:14:08,284 - I don't know. 1471 01:15:34,980 --> 01:15:36,880 - I heard you moving around down here. 1472 01:15:38,620 --> 01:15:40,333 Is that your project? 1473 01:15:42,670 --> 01:15:44,120 - They're just pictures, Mom. 1474 01:15:47,760 --> 01:15:48,593 - Erica, 1475 01:15:50,010 --> 01:15:52,499 I think this came in for you last night. 1476 01:15:52,500 --> 01:15:53,333 It said urgent. 1477 01:15:56,753 --> 01:16:00,299 Maybe it's what you're expecting from Bianca. 1478 01:16:00,300 --> 01:16:01,673 - She finished it. 1479 01:16:07,203 --> 01:16:08,286 What? - It is. 1480 01:16:11,697 --> 01:16:15,543 - I can't, uh, here. 1481 01:16:22,217 --> 01:16:23,483 - "Mum's the word. 1482 01:16:25,187 --> 01:16:27,796 "Bianca wanted to personally mail a copy 1483 01:16:27,797 --> 01:16:32,536 "of The Extraordinary Ordinary to you herself, 1484 01:16:32,537 --> 01:16:34,263 "but, as policy stands, 1485 01:16:37,277 --> 01:16:39,456 "we are unable to release anyone's home address, 1486 01:16:39,457 --> 01:16:41,976 "whether they are a former or current student 1487 01:16:41,977 --> 01:16:42,877 "to third parties. 1488 01:16:43,867 --> 01:16:45,926 "Although I highly regret to inform you 1489 01:16:45,927 --> 01:16:50,103 "that your project does not qualify for this year, 1490 01:16:51,347 --> 01:16:55,653 "we certainly look forward to it for next year's showcase. 1491 01:16:57,957 --> 01:16:59,897 "Blessings, Dr. Lansing." 1492 01:17:04,130 --> 01:17:07,340 Hey, I wanna hear it. 1493 01:17:08,579 --> 01:17:09,411 - No. 1494 01:17:09,412 --> 01:17:10,543 - I wanna hear it, come on. 1495 01:17:14,355 --> 01:17:18,053 - Okay. 1496 01:17:18,054 --> 01:17:24,017 ♪ Into the sea ♪ 1497 01:17:26,943 --> 01:17:30,586 "The best years of one's life." 1498 01:17:30,587 --> 01:17:32,303 - "The best years of one's life. 1499 01:17:33,287 --> 01:17:35,396 "Not for all of us." 1500 01:17:35,397 --> 01:17:36,963 - "Not for all of us. 1501 01:17:38,007 --> 01:17:40,766 "Takes more than putting on that smile." 1502 01:17:40,767 --> 01:17:42,556 - "It takes more than putting on that smile 1503 01:17:42,557 --> 01:17:44,397 "and act like everything is okay." 1504 01:17:46,387 --> 01:17:48,713 - "And acting like everything is okay, 1505 01:17:50,127 --> 01:17:52,137 "to pretend we're okay." 1506 01:17:53,690 --> 01:17:56,656 - "That we love others, life." 1507 01:17:56,657 --> 01:17:57,797 - "And ourselves." 1508 01:18:00,340 --> 01:18:02,590 - It's getting late, I've got to get to work. 1509 01:18:06,160 --> 01:18:07,149 - I should stop. 1510 01:18:07,150 --> 01:18:07,983 - No. 1511 01:18:09,814 --> 01:18:10,646 Keep going. 1512 01:18:12,697 --> 01:18:14,926 - "This is where we must be, 1513 01:18:14,927 --> 01:18:16,486 "amongst the ocean-colored sky 1514 01:18:16,487 --> 01:18:20,866 "where the sunshine swoons and parts through the clouds." 1515 01:18:20,867 --> 01:18:23,573 - "We think we deserve the worst to happen, 1516 01:18:24,587 --> 01:18:25,903 "including death. 1517 01:18:27,367 --> 01:18:28,646 "Far beyond it." 1518 01:18:28,647 --> 01:18:31,536 - "That is where we have all come from, 1519 01:18:31,537 --> 01:18:33,346 "like a caterpillar that transforms into 1520 01:18:33,347 --> 01:18:36,973 "the thinnest layer of something extraordinary. 1521 01:18:38,167 --> 01:18:41,147 "The extraordinary ordinary." 1522 01:18:42,587 --> 01:18:44,230 - "We hate ourselves 1523 01:18:48,417 --> 01:18:49,983 "for what we've become, 1524 01:18:51,817 --> 01:18:53,537 "for the path we have chosen." 1525 01:18:54,517 --> 01:18:55,693 - "Life is fragile. 1526 01:18:56,927 --> 01:18:58,087 "That's beautiful." 1527 01:18:59,097 --> 01:19:03,403 - "Only, we are so naive, like the cry from a newborn, 1528 01:19:04,837 --> 01:19:07,993 "innocence, once pure, 1529 01:19:09,607 --> 01:19:12,903 "people like us, we've never deserved the bad, 1530 01:19:16,047 --> 01:19:16,880 "ever." 1531 01:19:18,237 --> 01:19:21,576 - "So live for the sake of yourself." 1532 01:19:21,577 --> 01:19:22,663 - "We are worth it, 1533 01:19:25,467 --> 01:19:27,223 "worth every moment, 1534 01:19:29,397 --> 01:19:32,833 "every second of other's and our lives. 1535 01:19:34,297 --> 01:19:36,726 "We have to know this." 1536 01:19:36,727 --> 01:19:40,443 - "We struggle, but fight to make it right. 1537 01:19:41,457 --> 01:19:43,966 "We have believers while others seek inspiration 1538 01:19:43,967 --> 01:19:45,877 "from those who inspire us." 1539 01:19:47,897 --> 01:19:49,100 - "We are alive 1540 01:19:53,667 --> 01:19:54,500 "for a reason. 1541 01:19:55,847 --> 01:19:58,403 "We just have to learn to keep living, 1542 01:19:59,597 --> 01:20:01,796 "knowing that these best years of our lives 1543 01:20:01,797 --> 01:20:05,806 "are sometimes cold, like winter snow." 1544 01:20:05,807 --> 01:20:08,986 - "Things aren't supposed to be easy, as they say. 1545 01:20:08,987 --> 01:20:10,947 "Sometimes, it even seems impossible." 1546 01:20:12,067 --> 01:20:13,867 - "Destroy the negativity forever." 1547 01:20:15,797 --> 01:20:20,156 - "The truth is, neither of us will know 1548 01:20:20,157 --> 01:20:21,527 "until the end of time." 1549 01:20:23,977 --> 01:20:26,900 - "We all have a specific purpose to be here. 1550 01:20:30,027 --> 01:20:32,626 "But, in order to be successful, 1551 01:20:32,627 --> 01:20:37,627 "content, and happy, we cannot dwell so much 1552 01:20:37,757 --> 01:20:39,517 "on what we will become." 1553 01:20:40,827 --> 01:20:42,023 - "Our destiny." 1554 01:20:49,470 --> 01:20:53,069 - Ladies and gentlemen, our special recognition honoree, 1555 01:20:53,070 --> 01:20:56,649 and I couldn't be more proud, Bianca. 1556 01:20:56,650 --> 01:20:57,483 - Thank you. 1557 01:21:03,410 --> 01:21:04,410 - That's, that's it. 1558 01:21:08,460 --> 01:21:09,819 - Beautiful. 1559 01:21:09,820 --> 01:21:10,653 Love it. 1560 01:21:16,830 --> 01:21:20,109 Well, I don't wanna be the bad guy here. 1561 01:21:20,110 --> 01:21:21,313 - We don't think that. 1562 01:21:22,170 --> 01:21:24,689 - Let me guess who bought her the ticket. 1563 01:21:24,690 --> 01:21:26,129 - Mom, I actually paid for half of that 1564 01:21:26,130 --> 01:21:28,119 with the money I've been making working. 1565 01:21:28,120 --> 01:21:30,403 - That's not my concern, Erica. 1566 01:21:31,610 --> 01:21:32,559 What about school? 1567 01:21:32,560 --> 01:21:34,893 You never once looked for anything out here. 1568 01:21:40,400 --> 01:21:41,953 - I don't belong here. 1569 01:21:45,852 --> 01:21:49,185 Mom, it was my choice not to report him. 1570 01:21:55,140 --> 01:21:56,787 And I'm okay with that. 1571 01:21:59,430 --> 01:22:01,359 And I know it was the same choice 1572 01:22:01,360 --> 01:22:05,623 that you made 30 years ago. 1573 01:22:08,810 --> 01:22:09,843 But you met Dad. 1574 01:22:14,608 --> 01:22:15,941 And you're okay. 1575 01:22:17,650 --> 01:22:21,183 And I know I'm gonna be okay. 1576 01:22:25,120 --> 01:22:26,533 I survived. 1577 01:22:31,460 --> 01:22:32,453 We survived. 1578 01:22:37,620 --> 01:22:39,520 - I guess I'll never understand this. 1579 01:22:42,245 --> 01:22:43,145 - I love you, Mom. 1580 01:22:45,400 --> 01:22:47,449 Maybe someday you will. 1581 01:23:13,510 --> 01:23:14,343 Erica. 1582 01:23:17,007 --> 01:23:18,424 - What's up, Dad? 1583 01:23:20,430 --> 01:23:21,513 - I love your mom, 1584 01:23:23,410 --> 01:23:25,963 but I can understand her side on this one. 1585 01:23:27,510 --> 01:23:29,599 I think there's not a day goes by 1586 01:23:29,600 --> 01:23:32,613 that I wouldn't wanna switch spots with you in a heartbeat. 1587 01:23:34,350 --> 01:23:35,600 I'm just so proud of you. 1588 01:23:37,089 --> 01:23:39,613 I just wish I would tell you that more often. 1589 01:23:41,665 --> 01:23:43,430 - Dad, thank you. 1590 01:23:43,431 --> 01:23:45,514 - Yeah, okay, I love you. 1591 01:23:47,249 --> 01:23:48,869 - I love you. 1592 01:23:48,870 --> 01:23:49,726 Me, too. 1593 01:24:00,130 --> 01:24:01,669 Fancy seeing you here. 1594 01:24:01,670 --> 01:24:02,503 Hey. 1595 01:24:04,890 --> 01:24:05,793 What's up? 1596 01:24:07,105 --> 01:24:10,343 - I knocked, but I didn't see you, so. 1597 01:24:11,963 --> 01:24:13,303 Found my spot, huh? 1598 01:24:14,479 --> 01:24:16,469 - Yeah, I'm creepy like that. 1599 01:24:16,470 --> 01:24:17,303 - Yeah, you are. 1600 01:24:20,410 --> 01:24:24,129 So I saw your article in the paper. 1601 01:24:24,130 --> 01:24:24,963 - Thanks. 1602 01:24:25,950 --> 01:24:30,299 - I saw that, uh, couple people from class 1603 01:24:30,300 --> 01:24:32,069 got agency interviews. 1604 01:24:32,070 --> 01:24:32,903 - Good for them. 1605 01:24:43,620 --> 01:24:46,663 - That's a fancy outfit, doesn't seem like you. 1606 01:24:48,151 --> 01:24:49,201 - I had an interview. 1607 01:24:50,790 --> 01:24:52,949 Oh nice, how'd it go? 1608 01:24:52,950 --> 01:24:54,197 - Fuck 'em, that's how. 1609 01:24:55,809 --> 01:24:57,469 It was for the school newspaper. 1610 01:24:57,470 --> 01:24:58,789 - That good, huh? 1611 01:24:58,790 --> 01:24:59,623 - It's whatever. 1612 01:25:01,620 --> 01:25:02,620 What's with the box? 1613 01:25:05,910 --> 01:25:08,893 - I have the pharmacy making some copies. 1614 01:25:13,310 --> 01:25:16,409 Just be an hour, and then I'll be outta your hair. 1615 01:25:16,410 --> 01:25:20,783 I just, if, but you can have the originals if you want. 1616 01:25:23,810 --> 01:25:24,643 - Cool. 1617 01:25:29,629 --> 01:25:31,462 - I'm back in therapy. 1618 01:25:35,420 --> 01:25:39,033 I'm trying to get off of meds. 1619 01:25:39,870 --> 01:25:40,703 - That's cool. 1620 01:25:43,180 --> 01:25:44,403 - I'm sorry. 1621 01:25:45,980 --> 01:25:50,139 No, I wanted to call so bad, or text, 1622 01:25:50,140 --> 01:25:51,459 I'm just-- - Erica. 1623 01:25:51,460 --> 01:25:54,869 - I'm so embarrassed, and I-- - Erica. 1624 01:25:54,870 --> 01:25:58,329 - I just didn't wanna keep throwing stuff at you guys 1625 01:25:58,330 --> 01:25:59,779 that you didn't deserve. - Erica! 1626 01:25:59,780 --> 01:26:01,279 It's fine, baby, sometimes you just gotta 1627 01:26:01,280 --> 01:26:03,243 put yourself first, I get it. 1628 01:26:04,190 --> 01:26:05,179 I was gonna email you and all, 1629 01:26:05,180 --> 01:26:06,012 but you know how I feel about technology. 1630 01:26:06,013 --> 01:26:07,826 It's just like Photoshop, 1631 01:26:07,827 --> 01:26:09,359 and we should only be using Photoshop 1632 01:26:09,360 --> 01:26:11,060 on those big-titty bitches, right? 1633 01:26:12,340 --> 01:26:13,173 We good? 1634 01:26:14,122 --> 01:26:16,419 - Yeah, wow, yeah. 1635 01:26:16,420 --> 01:26:17,252 Thank you. 1636 01:26:17,253 --> 01:26:18,086 - Pound it. 1637 01:26:19,130 --> 01:26:20,714 Pound it! 1638 01:26:20,715 --> 01:26:21,548 - Okay. 1639 01:26:23,257 --> 01:26:24,657 I'm out of practice on that. 1640 01:26:25,870 --> 01:26:27,170 - You're still an asshole. 1641 01:26:28,500 --> 01:26:29,739 - Okay. - Just saying. 1642 01:26:29,740 --> 01:26:31,059 I deserve that. 1643 01:26:31,060 --> 01:26:31,893 - Yeah, you do. 1644 01:26:33,360 --> 01:26:35,829 - This is way easier than I thought it would be. 1645 01:26:35,830 --> 01:26:37,739 I thought you were gonna just like. 1646 01:26:37,740 --> 01:26:39,529 Throw you into the pool? 1647 01:26:39,530 --> 01:26:41,529 - Yeah, or hate me forever or both. 1648 01:26:41,530 --> 01:26:42,873 A little bit of both. 1649 01:26:44,990 --> 01:26:45,990 - I missed you guys. 1650 01:26:48,180 --> 01:26:49,649 - We missed you, too. 1651 01:26:49,650 --> 01:26:50,483 A little bit. 1652 01:26:51,437 --> 01:26:52,337 But we missed you. 1653 01:26:56,770 --> 01:26:57,603 This is him? 1654 01:26:59,059 --> 01:26:59,892 - Yeah. 1655 01:27:02,470 --> 01:27:03,770 - Where's the asshole now? 1656 01:27:04,780 --> 01:27:07,279 - Stanton Island, I'm pretty sure. 1657 01:27:07,280 --> 01:27:09,100 After his scholarship was revoked, 1658 01:27:11,991 --> 01:27:14,548 they just say he ran off, like the coward that he is. 1659 01:27:14,549 --> 01:27:16,669 He's a fucking coward. 1660 01:27:16,670 --> 01:27:17,503 - Yeah. 1661 01:27:20,410 --> 01:27:21,989 He was actually my first. 1662 01:27:21,990 --> 01:27:24,319 I haven't been with anybody else. 1663 01:27:24,320 --> 01:27:27,523 I haven't been able to be with anybody else since him. 1664 01:27:32,640 --> 01:27:35,984 - It's not your fault. 1665 01:27:35,985 --> 01:27:37,652 It's not your fault. 1666 01:27:38,843 --> 01:27:41,373 - I never told anybody but my parents. 1667 01:27:43,040 --> 01:27:45,543 I've regretted it so badly, but, the truth is, 1668 01:27:47,130 --> 01:27:49,879 I'm not sure that anybody would have actually believed 1669 01:27:49,880 --> 01:27:51,469 me anyways. 1670 01:27:51,470 --> 01:27:53,120 - They'd never believe he did it. 1671 01:27:54,150 --> 01:27:56,763 Even when it's right there, they don't believe you. 1672 01:27:56,764 --> 01:27:57,597 - Yeah. 1673 01:27:58,675 --> 01:27:59,669 I've replayed it so many times 1674 01:27:59,670 --> 01:28:00,619 in my mind. - I know. 1675 01:28:00,620 --> 01:28:04,879 - And I'm not sure if I actually ever told him 1676 01:28:04,880 --> 01:28:05,713 to stop. 1677 01:28:06,610 --> 01:28:08,399 You didn't ask for it, Erica. 1678 01:28:08,400 --> 01:28:09,859 It wasn't your fault. 1679 01:28:09,860 --> 01:28:11,283 Nobody's gonna ask for that. 1680 01:28:14,255 --> 01:28:15,255 It's not your fault. 1681 01:28:17,780 --> 01:28:18,613 - Yeah. 1682 01:28:19,980 --> 01:28:22,109 - Hell, I mean, that's what abusers do, right? 1683 01:28:22,110 --> 01:28:23,789 They never take responsibility for the shit 1684 01:28:23,790 --> 01:28:24,623 that they do. 1685 01:28:28,130 --> 01:28:28,963 It's not fair. 1686 01:28:31,705 --> 01:28:32,959 It's something that we have to deal with, right, 1687 01:28:32,960 --> 01:28:33,873 as survivors. 1688 01:28:36,327 --> 01:28:37,903 I think you should tell Alex, though. 1689 01:28:39,570 --> 01:28:40,420 He'll understand. 1690 01:28:43,260 --> 01:28:44,879 Trust me. 1691 01:28:44,880 --> 01:28:46,780 - Something that we have to deal with? 1692 01:28:48,720 --> 01:28:49,553 Yeah. 1693 01:28:51,843 --> 01:28:53,358 - I'm sorry. - I know. 1694 01:28:53,359 --> 01:28:54,859 It's not your fault. 1695 01:28:54,860 --> 01:28:55,693 Just tell him. 1696 01:28:59,240 --> 01:29:00,500 He'll understand. 1697 01:29:26,390 --> 01:29:28,289 You know, I had this whole thing 1698 01:29:28,290 --> 01:29:31,199 planned out in my head, wanting to tell you everything, 1699 01:29:31,200 --> 01:29:33,303 but, you know, forget it. 1700 01:29:34,984 --> 01:29:35,817 - No, please, tell me. 1701 01:29:38,657 --> 01:29:39,990 I wanna hear it. 1702 01:29:41,000 --> 01:29:43,019 - Listen, Erica, you don't see me or Bianca 1703 01:29:43,020 --> 01:29:45,220 fleeing to the opposite side of the country. 1704 01:29:47,270 --> 01:29:50,863 But knowing what I know now. 1705 01:29:52,530 --> 01:29:53,789 - I know I screwed up, okay. 1706 01:29:53,790 --> 01:29:58,493 There's no excuse for leaving and hurting you guys, 1707 01:29:59,650 --> 01:30:01,929 and especially no excuse for hurting you, 1708 01:30:01,930 --> 01:30:06,930 and just not giving you any explanation 1709 01:30:07,460 --> 01:30:08,533 for the other night. 1710 01:30:11,867 --> 01:30:12,700 God. 1711 01:30:13,905 --> 01:30:16,693 I just don't know how this works. 1712 01:30:16,694 --> 01:30:17,944 - Neither do I. 1713 01:30:19,173 --> 01:30:20,673 But, Erica, I miss you. 1714 01:30:24,781 --> 01:30:26,698 We're a mess. 1715 01:30:30,980 --> 01:30:31,873 Even better. 1716 01:30:33,730 --> 01:30:34,563 - Uh huh. 1717 01:30:36,110 --> 01:30:37,539 You're obviously not running away, 1718 01:30:37,540 --> 01:30:40,339 but, after that, I'm not sure if I shouldn't run 1719 01:30:40,340 --> 01:30:41,173 from you. 1720 01:30:42,990 --> 01:30:44,090 Running away? 1721 01:30:46,060 --> 01:30:47,548 I was never planning to. 1722 01:30:55,927 --> 01:30:57,455 - I'm gonna kill you for that. 1723 01:31:21,560 --> 01:31:22,460 - What up, Zimmer? 1724 01:31:23,681 --> 01:31:25,514 Okay, or not. - Or not. 1725 01:31:27,440 --> 01:31:30,349 Hey, Bianca and friends? 1726 01:31:30,350 --> 01:31:31,932 - Family. - Family. 1727 01:31:31,933 --> 01:31:32,926 - Oh, sorry. - Fam. 1728 01:31:32,927 --> 01:31:34,599 And we wanted to tell you we're happy. 1729 01:31:34,600 --> 01:31:35,870 I mean, hello, look, I'm gonna be 1730 01:31:38,306 --> 01:31:41,853 - I think the better question is how are you doing? 1731 01:31:41,854 --> 01:31:42,913 - Yeah, how you doing? 1732 01:31:43,921 --> 01:31:46,069 Excuse me? 1733 01:31:46,070 --> 01:31:50,003 - How do you feel about us feeling very, very happy? 1734 01:31:50,837 --> 01:31:52,126 - Yo, dude, we charging? 1735 01:31:52,127 --> 01:31:52,959 I think we should charge her. 1736 01:31:52,960 --> 01:31:54,688 - About 500 an hour. 1737 01:31:54,689 --> 01:31:55,847 - Yeah. 1738 01:31:55,848 --> 01:31:56,962 - That sounds good. 1739 01:31:56,963 --> 01:31:58,741 - That's good. 1740 01:31:58,742 --> 01:31:59,583 - Babe, I don't really get this, 1741 01:31:59,584 --> 01:32:01,159 cause I don't wanna be a third wheel the whole night. 1742 01:32:01,160 --> 01:32:02,493 I'm just saying. 1743 01:32:03,360 --> 01:32:05,132 - B, you do need some ass in your life. 1744 01:32:05,133 --> 01:32:06,813 - I really need some ass so bad. 1745 01:32:06,814 --> 01:32:08,397 - Oh, B, I'm sorry. 1746 01:32:10,483 --> 01:32:11,516 - We're good here? 1747 01:32:11,517 --> 01:32:12,754 Yeah, good to go. 1748 01:32:12,755 --> 01:32:13,618 - Thanks, Zimmy. 1749 01:32:14,733 --> 01:32:15,633 Yep. 1750 01:32:15,634 --> 01:32:16,466 Okay. 1751 01:32:16,467 --> 01:32:17,483 - Thanks, Doc. - Next week. 1752 01:32:17,484 --> 01:32:18,324 Same appointment?